Ok, first of all YAY for finally getting constant internet back. Just to bad it took three days to get it figured out. Blug, I have been up until 2 in the morning for days trying to get it to work, because i'm sharing with another guy in my apt. so we have to make sure the connection reaches mine, yeah well lets just say it wasn't taht easy.
Hmm, school is, well...going? I dunno, I gotsta do it, but I just hate the classes i'm taking. But I'm going to get it finished up and get the fuck out of this town. Move on to bigger and better things, get a direction in my life, and hopefully a degree, meet new people, experience a new city...Damn I wish I was already living that life!
This is going to be a busy week, work, school, drs. apt's, I have to babysit tommorow night, then I think i'm taking a trip to portland this weekend, which means shopping, and that always makes me feel better
Plus I made an appointment to get my hair done again, because the pink is fading way to quickly. But, a busy week, and its only tuesday and i'm exhuasted.
But on a good note, I lost weight!!!!! Yay for me. In general, i've been feeling better about my body, but overall I still definitly don't like it, but for the past couple weeks, I have noticed that when I look at myself naked in the mirror, I am alot happier with what I see. I think part has to do with the fact that i'm getting slightly smaller (I think I lost about 10 lbs) But also that i'm learning to accept what I have, and that really I might not look as bad as my mind can make me look.
Random Pic of the Day:
Hmm, school is, well...going? I dunno, I gotsta do it, but I just hate the classes i'm taking. But I'm going to get it finished up and get the fuck out of this town. Move on to bigger and better things, get a direction in my life, and hopefully a degree, meet new people, experience a new city...Damn I wish I was already living that life!
This is going to be a busy week, work, school, drs. apt's, I have to babysit tommorow night, then I think i'm taking a trip to portland this weekend, which means shopping, and that always makes me feel better
Plus I made an appointment to get my hair done again, because the pink is fading way to quickly. But, a busy week, and its only tuesday and i'm exhuasted.
But on a good note, I lost weight!!!!! Yay for me. In general, i've been feeling better about my body, but overall I still definitly don't like it, but for the past couple weeks, I have noticed that when I look at myself naked in the mirror, I am alot happier with what I see. I think part has to do with the fact that i'm getting slightly smaller (I think I lost about 10 lbs) But also that i'm learning to accept what I have, and that really I might not look as bad as my mind can make me look.
Random Pic of the Day:
AMEN LADY!
That's the hardest thing for me to realize...I am always like OMG I AM DISGUSTING, but sometimes ya gotta step back and realize hey wait a second, I am NOT! I am just down on myself cus of this, and this and this, etc etc.
When we're stressed out our mind plays evil tricks on us. It sucks.
Congrats on the weight loss thing too btw