jodi_marie

i am still not as strong as you though...i keep hoping that all this week he will think about how retarded he is and when i show up (looking as hot as i can possibly pull off) he will magically reconsider and change his mind.

my higher self keeps telling me the weekend of the 23rd is when he will have a change of heart, but getting my stuff out of there sooner will really make him think. but damn, this is going to be hard as fuck. i am already an emotional mess anyway. i hope when i go to see him i can be all calm and cool and collected and be like yeah who cares about you, kiss him goodbye like it means nothing, and walk away like i'm the hottest piece of ass in the entire universe. if i can do that it'd be pro. cus of course, he doesn't have to see me bawling like a crazy person in the car on the way home.

sigh.

I had one of those days too