Its official. I am going to see the nutcracker on the 17th. I'm excited, I used to be forced to go see it when I was younger, and I hated it, but for the past oh like 5-6 years my mother and I have been going. We just got our tickets tonight. So i'm pumped.
My boss got the christmas stuff out at work today,... Read More
I am feeling like shit still...physically and emotionally. I have this killer cold that just won't go away. I"m all sniffly and sneezy and my head is killing me. My nose won't stop running and i've been swallowing snot all day. Sounds yummy huh?
I don't really know what to say, where to begin, or where to end. I had another breakdown the other night, ended up spending the begining of thanksgiving crying to my mother, and feeling pissed off, sick, sad, upset, and hurt. I had people call me a bitch, and call me selfish. Which may have been true but you know what, fuck that. I am... Read More
I have a killer headache, I just got done throwing what seemed like my entire insides up, I am emotionally drained from crying and doubting and feeling like shit. I wanted to die tonight. Why can't my life just be good?
Physically I feel like crap right now, my head is pounding, and sorry for being graphic but I can still taste my salad after... Read More
Hey, like I know this is like a few days later and stuff. But I was really chuffed you seemed to be getting things straight again, and then a bit worried you seemed to be going off on one. Don't let any minor setbacks cause a serious problem. Also, don't dwell on the cutting thing. It's meaningless. What's the difference between someone making a pattern on their hip with a razor blade and someone making a pattern on their arm with a set of inked needles? Don't beat yourself up over it, you'll only end up feeling stupid. I know the feeling.
I have the hiccups and I dont like it, plus someone is leaf blowing downstairs and its loud and obnoxious. My hiccups won't stop. I slept too much yesterday. I went to sleep around 7 and woke up this morning around 9. WOW! I didn't know I was that tired. I'm watching gladiator tonight. Jaimie comes home tommorow. I don't want to go to school... Read More
ya its totaled...I'm thinking danel did it..you know the one with the black 240 and the little brother named turd...you can read about it...http://www.eugenestreetscene.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=6964
I'm angry...I'm just in a bad mood tonight. I want to do bad things, but I am being good and refraining...someone be proud of me please!
I had a stay at home night, made myself dinner watched some movies. It was nice, It's almost bedtime though. I need to come up with something to do tommorow or I think I just may well go insane.... Read More
And tonight...I cried. Guh, I have to keep doing well, but I just suck at it. Nothing ever seems to go right, and I just don't know what to do. My head hurts and I think that I need to get some sleep. Tommorow will be a new day right? Think it will help?
So, I took my midterm today and I felt like I did ok. Then when I went to class and heard my prof, go over it, I realised hmm, I missed some, but at the same time, I think that I salvaged an ok grade. Plus I stayed after and finished up the two projects that I'm missing. So all that I have is the... Read More
Feeling better. Stressed about school, but my studying for my bio midterm is coming along quite nicely. I think that I may actually be able to do decently on it. Which is always a plus. Now, if only I can keep this good little school girl thing going, i'll be in good shape to actually pass my class, and be done with it!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!
Got my midterm postponed...Don't have to take it tommorow...Just have to get it done before class on tuesday. That means free day tommorow. I have to work, get my haircut, get my oil changed, try and make it to the grocery store. Give the ex his stuff back...I don't really know how I feel about this, I know its what he's waiting for, but a... Read More
My mom, aunt, cousin and I are taking my grandmomther as her Christmas present. We'll be going on the 23rd.
day.
I didn't know I was that tired. I'm watching gladiator tonight. Jaimie comes home tommorow. I don't want to go to school... 
