I love heart to heart conversations. I had a 3 hour one today. It feels good to be able to share with someone like that.
I'm also having trouble with right people wrong time. It just seems that nothing can ever quite line up right for me. I know this great guy who i'm starting to be attracted to, but sadly is teken. So, i'm...
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I'm also having trouble with right people wrong time. It just seems that nothing can ever quite line up right for me. I know this great guy who i'm starting to be attracted to, but sadly is teken. So, i'm...
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Conflicted
There is something evil in the air.
kreatinkaos:
Wait , it wasn't me 
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I had a memory tonight.
I could feel your skin
upon my cheek.
I was nuzzled in "my spot".
My world felt safe.
I was at home again
All my pain eased.
I could smell you
Sense the warmth
I could feel myself
Melting into you.
Back in reality I realized you hate me
Life seems to be going good
and yet...
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I had a memory tonight.
I could feel your skin
upon my cheek.
I was nuzzled in "my spot".
My world felt safe.
I was at home again
All my pain eased.
I could smell you
Sense the warmth
I could feel myself
Melting into you.
Back in reality I realized you hate me
Life seems to be going good
and yet...
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user304975207:
Hugs
You know where to find me if you need me.
Hugs
You know where to find me if you need me.
How was everyone's weekend?
Mine was pretty good. My sister came up from california to visit, which was a suprise. So I spent the day with the family yesterday which was nice, and went back and had dinner with my parents tonight. I also got a lovely full body massage yesterday, by the time he was done, I was toast, and just fell into bed....
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Mine was pretty good. My sister came up from california to visit, which was a suprise. So I spent the day with the family yesterday which was nice, and went back and had dinner with my parents tonight. I also got a lovely full body massage yesterday, by the time he was done, I was toast, and just fell into bed....
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So for a valentines day it wasn't that bad. I got a text from my cute surfer boy! I think we might hang out and go to a movie or something on sunday! I got some flowers from my new years date, and while i'm so not interested in it, it still makes me feel good. Not to mention the email I got from one...
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Ok first of all...
YAY FOR GETTING LAID.
Second of all...
YAY for getting laid by a really gorgeous guy. By far the most attractive male I have ever been with.
Third of all...
Yay for me.
Life has been so fucking amazing lately. The sun has been shining, which has made a considerable difference. I'm realizing that i'm doing so much better in all...
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YAY FOR GETTING LAID.
Second of all...
YAY for getting laid by a really gorgeous guy. By far the most attractive male I have ever been with.
Third of all...
Yay for me.
Life has been so fucking amazing lately. The sun has been shining, which has made a considerable difference. I'm realizing that i'm doing so much better in all...
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violently:
i am so fucking happy for you, you don't even know 
i <3 you!!!! xoxoxoxo!!!!!
i <3 you!!!! xoxoxoxo!!!!!
tehpeanut:
congrats...im happy that your so on track...i hope it stays that way for a long time
I am so sick of this shit. I'm completly stressed out about the situation, and I started crying at work today when I started talking about it with my boss.
I just want him to leave me alone. I got so scared today, and thats why I started crying, and I'm afraid that he is going to come into the store when i'm alone. In...
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I just want him to leave me alone. I got so scared today, and thats why I started crying, and I'm afraid that he is going to come into the store when i'm alone. In...
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kreatinkaos:
I would play it safe and talk to the cops and mall security now , there is no reason you should have to live your life in fear
violently:
omg, dude i am SOOO sorry you are going through this, this is that LAST thing you need to be dealing with right now. i agree with the dude above me, call the police and mall security now, you've had enough already and he's already harassed you enough. time to take action and get this guy away from you.
love you lady xoxoxo call me if you need ANYTHING <3
ps i'm going to be in seattle next month for a short time, maybe we can meet up for a day and pal about?
love you lady xoxoxo call me if you need ANYTHING <3
ps i'm going to be in seattle next month for a short time, maybe we can meet up for a day and pal about?
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Ok, so between 7:50 and 8:10 this morning, i've gotten two calls from crazy crack guy. first one just asking if I wanted to get coffee, UH NO. And the second voicemail went a little something like this...
"hey, I keep calling and cant get a call back. I miss hanging out with you, just bullshiting, or whatever. Getting some skin, no drama. Alright...
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Ok, so between 7:50 and 8:10 this morning, i've gotten two calls from crazy crack guy. first one just asking if I wanted to get coffee, UH NO. And the second voicemail went a little something like this...
"hey, I keep calling and cant get a call back. I miss hanging out with you, just bullshiting, or whatever. Getting some skin, no drama. Alright...
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violently:
creepy crack stalker!? how did i miss this??
that is one disgusting heart. yummay!
that is one disgusting heart. yummay!
evewhiteeveblack:
oh my, I'm glad I haven't recently eaten!
I like the blue idea... but I also really love this purple look:
I love CSI. When I was pregnant, I got every season from netflix and watched them all while I sat on the couch and ate lemon meringue pie.
Things are much better with my guy, thank you... he is a gem and sometimes I am freaking out so much that I forget about that obvious fact. I can be a dolt.
I like the blue idea... but I also really love this purple look:
I love CSI. When I was pregnant, I got every season from netflix and watched them all while I sat on the couch and ate lemon meringue pie.
Things are much better with my guy, thank you... he is a gem and sometimes I am freaking out so much that I forget about that obvious fact. I can be a dolt.
My fishy died.
kreatinkaos:
Sorry to hear that , I'm just getting ready to refill my tank after loosing my oscar over a year ago
evewhiteeveblack:
I'm sorry...
I gave up on fish after so many deaths in the family. My kids wants a fish. I don't know how to avoid the inevitable.
I gave up on fish after so many deaths in the family. My kids wants a fish. I don't know how to avoid the inevitable.
Good god, today is a lovely day. Just wonderful. Did nothing but work and watch movies. So it should be that lovely but I was just in such a great mood, and it makes me happy.
On an even more exciting note. I believe I have a date on sunday. It's with a guy i've known for awhile, but haven't talked to in quite awhile....
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On an even more exciting note. I believe I have a date on sunday. It's with a guy i've known for awhile, but haven't talked to in quite awhile....
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evewhiteeveblack:
Argh, I'm ill! I pad well over $150 for the entire box set of SATC in ebay. What can I say though it's worth it!
I AM excited about having a camera phone. If I can just figure out how to get pictures off of the camera, that is...
You must be on your date right now. I hope you are having a great time. First dates are so exciting.
I AM excited about having a camera phone. If I can just figure out how to get pictures off of the camera, that is...
You must be on your date right now. I hope you are having a great time. First dates are so exciting.
gingersnaps_____:
you have a simular eye colour to me...
you're the first person i've known of with a simular colour.
my eyes aren't a colour at all! lol. they're a mixture of green/blue/grey with flecks of brown in them
you're the first person i've known of with a simular colour.
my eyes aren't a colour at all! lol. they're a mixture of green/blue/grey with flecks of brown in them
Went and saw wallace and gromit tonight in the dollar fifty theater...made me laugh, even though I was like 45 min late. Got registered for classes next term. I'm bummed because I wanted to find out how I did on my midterm but my proff hadn't finished grading them yet So I guess i'll find out on tuesday.
Anyhoo, i'm bored so I though I...
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So I guess i'll find out on tuesday.
Anyhoo, i'm bored so I though I...
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