jodi_marie

Thanks.

How was your weekend. Did you do anything fun? I watched my kids but they are back home now. I'm board.

you alwas sleep through movies!!

Life will get better

i am emailing you my number if you want to talk. i am totally here for you lady <3

hey come by and I'll give to a relaxing day...hell I'll even cook I was thinking about it work last night and I came up with something that I now see is just in time...you'll like it...oh and good luck on the test I'm proud of you

I hope you are coping better now

Living is hell. I truly believe that. We get through all this day to day shit to live for those few moments of real love and happiness that are heaven.

I think I know some of what you are feeling and hope it passes soon so you can see again into the goodness that life can be.

I lived in Eugene up till last year. I just thought it was strange coming across your journal like I did and you are so close to my home.

Hope things are better soon,
Joy

Sounds Like a bout of depression going on here. I hope happiness finds a way into your heart.

Yes. I got over my soar throat so my heart and kidneys are doing fine for now. My pills work well for depression which I know a lot about except the part of feeling lonely.

That is true

Fuckity fuck is right.

*poke* Im back! and mostly moved in!

*HUGS*

have no fear im back!!!!!! you ever need a real hug you know where im at!

i am still not as strong as you though...i keep hoping that all this week he will think about how retarded he is and when i show up (looking as hot as i can possibly pull off) he will magically reconsider and change his mind.

my higher self keeps telling me the weekend of the 23rd is when he will have a change of heart, but getting my stuff out of there sooner will really make him think. but damn, this is going to be hard as fuck. i am already an emotional mess anyway. i hope when i go to see him i can be all calm and cool and collected and be like yeah who cares about you, kiss him goodbye like it means nothing, and walk away like i'm the hottest piece of ass in the entire universe. if i can do that it'd be pro. cus of course, he doesn't have to see me bawling like a crazy person in the car on the way home.

sigh.

I had one of those days too

Have you been a bad girl? I'll spank you soundly and soothe you tenderly.

I'd love to see you in them too.

Hope u feel better without any drugs/ chemicals. If not, I reccommend buying a pack of lemons. Cut at least 6 open in the area you spend most time. The rest, leave around the area you spend least time in. Vitamin C is an excellent cure for most things, Inhaling fresh lemon scent is always good.

bourbon!!! And lots of it! you'll forget all about what else is going on

You look hawt with hot the outfits

Hope you feel better hun