So I got my new bed yesterday...and let me tell you, I didn't want to get up today. Its a queen mattress and box spring (But I was sleeping on a twin mattress, so its a huge step up) But I also got one of those life "form fitting" foam pads. Ugh, its just so comfortable, I've fallen in love with it. 
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kreatinkaos:
I might get one of those new foam mattresses 
timtoxic:
I like a nice new bed. 
I am so happy with my new place. I've almost got everything moved...and I just feel better living here. I got my couch today, and my mom gave me a set of dishes, and I got new silverwear and some new glasses, oh and I also got some pictures to hang up. It makes me feel good to actually start to own stuff.
Its looking...
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kreatinkaos:
Yes say no to roomates , your privacy is too important
timtoxic:
Glad to see you said no. No squatters allowed. Be yourself and be free. I like the picture of the day. It's cool. 
So today I moved!!!!!!!!!! yay. I love my new place. Its bigger than the last place I was in, newer, and cheaper...All benefits. Plus, i've gotten rid of the memories in the other place. Now I just need a new bed. Too many nights. I'm starting new, I need furniture. I didn't have room in my last place, so now that I actually have some...
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timtoxic:
Steps in the right direction are great. I love new starts.
tehpeanut:
congrats on moving...good luck with everything...enjoy it
So I had bio tonight and do you really think I was productive...because I sure as hell wasn't. Lets take a look at what Jodi did/wrote in bio tonight:
*As I feel my heart tear into peices, a tear falls from my eye. This is a feeling I have never known before.I cannot focus, concentrate, think or even breathe.
You should be by my side....
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*As I feel my heart tear into peices, a tear falls from my eye. This is a feeling I have never known before.I cannot focus, concentrate, think or even breathe.
You should be by my side....
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tehpeanut:
hello... 
Good news of the day...I'M FINALLY MOVING!!!!!!!! Yay for getting out of this hell hole.
More to come later, just wanted to share my moments happiness.
Yay for getting out of this hell hole.
More to come later, just wanted to share my moments happiness.
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egorgry:
yay for being happy! 
timtoxic:
The anticipation is building within me to know where you are going. It sounds good though.
I dont even know what to say...
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timtoxic:
Trick or Treat!
Happy Halloween.
Happy Halloween.
kreatinkaos:
Happy halloween
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAh.
I have no one left to talk to anymore. There are only two people who have the slightest clue as to what is really going on in my life, and one of them is so broken hearted that she can barely even function, and I have to try and be strong for her, when at the same time i'm having all the same feelings,...
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I have no one left to talk to anymore. There are only two people who have the slightest clue as to what is really going on in my life, and one of them is so broken hearted that she can barely even function, and I have to try and be strong for her, when at the same time i'm having all the same feelings,...
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kreatinkaos:
I've been in the same situation before 
violently:
talk to me lady, email, call, IM, whatever you want. i am here for you ANYTIME day or night, i mean it.
/ginormous hugs
/ginormous hugs
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kreatinkaos:
Yes .. life does have a way of sucking sometimes
grumpyoldbastard:
HI wish i could see the bunny nut it would not load
Its official...I feel drugged. All day today i've been exhuasted and feeling like someone slipped me something. But I suppose my increased meds are prolly just kicking in, Its weird though because emotionally today I have felt nothing. Absolutely nothing. thats weird for me. But its really actually not that welcome. Granted i've been feeling too much lately, but for me to feel nothing is...
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kreatinkaos:
Well I need pills to sleep every night
timtoxic:
Same old same old. Life that is. Never seems to change much. That is the reality of it all. Cool phone. You should gimme a call sometime. 
Ok, so I am very angry with someone right now. He completely shattered her. And Mister, thanks for calling her. I don't know what to do for her, or tell her, but i'm trying my hardest to just be there.
As for me, i'm doing alright. I'm pissed off though because I found out this weekend that my landlords are selling their house, and along...
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As for me, i'm doing alright. I'm pissed off though because I found out this weekend that my landlords are selling their house, and along...
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kreatinkaos:
That sucks about your landlords selling the place , good luck finding a better place
grimmygrimm:
he sorry for the lack of talk iv been really really in a hectic mind state.. But i miss talking to you so expect a call in the near future
by the way you want a change,,, $8 full time, unlimited overtime, benefits, and chance for bonuses but its in portland taking calls for nextel... *hug*
by the way you want a change,,, $8 full time, unlimited overtime, benefits, and chance for bonuses but its in portland taking calls for nextel...
*hug* I feel like I am going to vomit 
I'm on my way to my parents house to come clean about myself. Since they are the ones paying for my therapy I feel like they should know that I feel over-medicated, suicidal, and that I cut myself.
But, i'm scared. I don't want to scare them, stress them out or make them worry, but at the...
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I'm on my way to my parents house to come clean about myself. Since they are the ones paying for my therapy I feel like they should know that I feel over-medicated, suicidal, and that I cut myself.
But, i'm scared. I don't want to scare them, stress them out or make them worry, but at the...
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nonameninja:
I'm so freaking prowd of you....and I'm alwas here for anything...infact this weekend if you'd like we can do another dinner and movie night...
timtoxic:
I am proud of you too. It took a lot of couyrage to get some help. I do worry about you since your jornals are so depresive. Remember there are good people and friends out there. Most of us have been through a lot knowing what it is like and we don't easily forget. Lots of and to you.
and to you.