joan213

Thanks to everyone who hoped I was feeling better! I am.. kinda...
Lately I have been trying to figure out if I want to move into a new apartment and stuff. I got the new car and now I think I should start on the new place. I'm not sure I want to live with the bf for too much longer. It seems that things can get too convient when overstaying a welcome. I feel like nothing in my current place is mine. I guess I am too obsessed with wanting to make a home for myself. I keep moving. That seems to be the best defense mechinism. But the next question is where to move? I really want to live in the city since I am there most of the time, but I don't think I can afford it. And then there is the option of going to another state entirely. I think I may be to chicken to pick up and live somewhere totally new, though it sounds exciting. Anyway, what's a pretty decent city to live in? Anyone got suggestions? Right now I live about 15 minutes from NYC, but I'm willing to leave for a better place!