Monday Feb 28, 2005

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I'm finding that lack of stress somehow is tied to caring less.
Loosening the grip on life somehow leads to loosing the ties to
everything. The phrase 'I don't care' isn't bad. It's not indifference
or lack of compassion. But today kiddies, I can say I'm not concerned.
Agnostic as I am, the word faith is applicable, though it's just faith
in the tangable, in the now and the happening. Rest assured, today will
finish out, and I guess, tomorrow really doesn't know.

On a related front, I'm in Balti. My old refuge of evil when I was in
the post-breakup time, and something took over yesterday. I drank from 5
til about 4am. I did drugz. I did lots of things. I played amazing pool,
so amazing, in fact, I sunk the 8 ball 2 times for the other team and
scratched on the 8. But up until that point I was fuckin Tom Cruise.
Yeah. Baltimore.

It's snowing. Yeah.
--jnthn

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buttercup:
yeah,caring less is a good option.getting drunk&doing drugs too,maybe...but indoors,of course!and listening to devo!more snow announced for tomorrow.but hey,care?moi??
saturn1:
yah i realized that about stress , about 5 years ago before i moved back here i was dealing with a lot of crappy people and i cared alot about said shitty people, and my health got BAD, from stress. it is happening again, except i have better people in my life. but i am worrying more about exactly what i ahvent done before the age of 28 and how i will catch up. so again, SICK. if i can just teach myself how to gauge what is really important and what isn't.
yesterday is the 3 year anniversary of a friend getting killed, at the age of 21. i somehow feel that if she were given a second chance with the knowledge that she'd be gone before 21 , she would've worried a lot less and lived a lot more.

i work in retail and parents are ALWAYS bringing their sick kids in. i think that is so wrong for the kids and the gen'l public.

when are you thinking of coming here? that is WEIRD maybe we're reall y just twins and would die if we saw each other face to face

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