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the jackhammer outside whirrs like an enormous purring tiger. I feel very at one with the world today having jumped headlong back into the world of freelance for the time being. threatening letters threatening discontinuation of electricity. does my credit report reflect a surplus of spaced-outedness, not a money problem so to speak?

that lack of the sparlking YOU in my life, the real crush, only the impossible crush, while fun in its own right, is really just impossible and the hopelessness does start to wear sometimes. I dunno. Fire. sparks, crave them.

but the travel bug bites hardest, stings worst. and I will go. I AM going. Talking little short things here and there: Weird War 5 day tour in exchange for a ride (get to see Ted Leo a bunch) plus some Outhud shows possibly. Just confirmed Adult., so that should be fun as well. I love those two.

The sun sheds the wonderous light. I mentioned being one with everything. I dunnooo, I'm just feeling like a little kid today. The place I was working setting up a sound system had these kids on a little school outing and I totally wanted to stick my tongue out at the tour guide behind his back, but in plane view of the chillins. I'm a dork, sue me.

So yeah, it's a good day, I'm delirious, dirty, dorky and, well, done.

luvz ya'z.