jmsilverwolf

It's been a few days, so here's a bit of an update.

The Goddess and I have been fighting a lot these last few weeks. I've been being a jerk, and she can get defensive. It hasn't been a good combination. We've almost called it quits twice now, but realized we were probably being reactionary. We decided to take a break while I get my head straight. Hopefully I can work on that. I had a good first appointment with my new psychiatrist Dr. P. He got into my head really fast. Guess I'm not really all that complicated. Ego bruising, but at least he understands what I need.

I head down south this weekend for my Aunt's wedding. Hopefully I can stop by the store and touch base with a few of the folks there. I haven't been very good about staying in touch with some of the folks I left behind. Maybe I can rectify that.

Work is taking a lot of my energy these days. The thought of getting a second retail job to make ends meet has started to turn sour on me. I think maybe I'll try looking for something better paying instead. The store manager and the rest of the crew here have been very good to me, but I can't do retail forever, unless I want to run a store. And I don't think I do. Then again, my thoughts have turned again to owning a game shop of my own. I used to want that, sometimes when the gaming frenzy struck.

Sigh. It's Hard for me to stick to one thing. My wishes hop from one grandiose idea to the next. I've got to find a way to ground myself.

Thanks for stopping by and being a friend. Silverwolf signing off.