"FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! YOU'RE COOL! FUCK YOU!"
There are about four people I know that really get me. Princess, Big Chief, Pocket, Sunrise, you are it. The rest of you just don't get it.
I love you all. I care for you all. And I appreciate your friendship and the love you all have given me. But you just don't get me. To most of you I'm the big brother/best friend/little brother/shoulder to cry on. Or I'm the loud goofy guy that you don't really understand. And most of the time that's cool. I like listening to all of you. I like being the life of the party. I like being the one you can trust with your secrets.
But GOD DAMMIT! I'm tired of not having someone lust/pine/want me. Someone to think maybe I'm special enough to start something with. Someone to think maybe I'm the guy that could love you and hold you and take care of you for the rest of your life.
Do I have money right now, or a stable home? No. Could I support a family (nucluer or otherwise)? Not right now.
But there's so much I have to give, that most of you don't even see.
I'm a FUCKING man, GOD DAMMIT! Not one of the boys that's always breaking your heart, but a GODDAMN man that knows and understands and feels and communicates. I'm more passionate and intense than most anyone you'll ever meet. And frankly, I've been through shit that would make you cry or curl your toes in fright. I am not trying to belittle any of your life experiences. But only four people (or so) have a true understanding of my own. And I know things that would make you laugh till you choked, and can do things to you (no matter who you are) that would make you scream in delight.
And I'm tired of being everyone's buddy. Everyone's pal. Everyone's confidant. I don't want to stop being these things. But I want someone that I want to want me back. Is that so FUCKING rediculous? I know I'm not the hottest guy in town (I live in LA for christs sake), but I'm pretty good looking. So WTF? I have a lot to offer. Why not me?
Is any of this unfamiliar? No.
But really, doesn't that mean you all know where I'm coming from?
Thanks for stopping by and being a friend. Silverwolf signing off.
There are about four people I know that really get me. Princess, Big Chief, Pocket, Sunrise, you are it. The rest of you just don't get it.
I love you all. I care for you all. And I appreciate your friendship and the love you all have given me. But you just don't get me. To most of you I'm the big brother/best friend/little brother/shoulder to cry on. Or I'm the loud goofy guy that you don't really understand. And most of the time that's cool. I like listening to all of you. I like being the life of the party. I like being the one you can trust with your secrets.
But GOD DAMMIT! I'm tired of not having someone lust/pine/want me. Someone to think maybe I'm special enough to start something with. Someone to think maybe I'm the guy that could love you and hold you and take care of you for the rest of your life.
Do I have money right now, or a stable home? No. Could I support a family (nucluer or otherwise)? Not right now.
But there's so much I have to give, that most of you don't even see.
I'm a FUCKING man, GOD DAMMIT! Not one of the boys that's always breaking your heart, but a GODDAMN man that knows and understands and feels and communicates. I'm more passionate and intense than most anyone you'll ever meet. And frankly, I've been through shit that would make you cry or curl your toes in fright. I am not trying to belittle any of your life experiences. But only four people (or so) have a true understanding of my own. And I know things that would make you laugh till you choked, and can do things to you (no matter who you are) that would make you scream in delight.
And I'm tired of being everyone's buddy. Everyone's pal. Everyone's confidant. I don't want to stop being these things. But I want someone that I want to want me back. Is that so FUCKING rediculous? I know I'm not the hottest guy in town (I live in LA for christs sake), but I'm pretty good looking. So WTF? I have a lot to offer. Why not me?
Is any of this unfamiliar? No.
But really, doesn't that mean you all know where I'm coming from?
Thanks for stopping by and being a friend. Silverwolf signing off.
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chalka:
Chalka junior, of course.
happylittlebitch:
Man your mom is hot