All right folks, I could use a little help.
You regular readers may know I'm moving to the Oakland/East Bay are of California. I've been in retail for the last eight years of my life, and am thinking about a career change. I'm going to go back to school, and work on becoming a teacher of some fashion or another, but while I'm doing that...
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You regular readers may know I'm moving to the Oakland/East Bay are of California. I've been in retail for the last eight years of my life, and am thinking about a career change. I'm going to go back to school, and work on becoming a teacher of some fashion or another, but while I'm doing that...
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From Wikipedia:
Labor Day is a United States federal holiday that takes place on the first Monday of September. In 2006, Labor Day occurred on September 4.
The origins of the American Labor Day can be traced back to the Knights of Labor in the United States and a parade organized by them on September 5, 1882 in New York City. They were inspired by...
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Labor Day is a United States federal holiday that takes place on the first Monday of September. In 2006, Labor Day occurred on September 4.
The origins of the American Labor Day can be traced back to the Knights of Labor in the United States and a parade organized by them on September 5, 1882 in New York City. They were inspired by...
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acrid:
what, I'm not allowed to quote my favorite movie?
walker:
a trip indeed. So how goes it?
Thanks for the pick-me-up Jon.
"Hey, man Im alive Im takin each day and night at a time
Im feelin like a monday but someday Ill be saturday night
Hey, my name is jim, where did I go wrong
My lifes a bargain basement, all the good shits gone
I just cant hold a job, where do I belong
Im sleeping in my car, my...
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"Hey, man Im alive Im takin each day and night at a time
Im feelin like a monday but someday Ill be saturday night
Hey, my name is jim, where did I go wrong
My lifes a bargain basement, all the good shits gone
I just cant hold a job, where do I belong
Im sleeping in my car, my...
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"I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I...
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to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I...
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I've spent my whole life wanting to be someone's hero. Wanting to take away someone's pain. Their fear. Their problems. But I guess I can't do that.
Hell, I can't even take care of myself some days.
And a lot of my friends are intelligent, articulate people. Well educated, well read, insightful folks. They can turn a phrase on a dime and give you nine...
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Hell, I can't even take care of myself some days.
And a lot of my friends are intelligent, articulate people. Well educated, well read, insightful folks. They can turn a phrase on a dime and give you nine...
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omeganightmare:
Hurts like hell not to be able to be everywhere yah feel you should be. keep your chin up.
chalko:
I have a really good friend who lives in the Walnut Creek area. I go over there every now and then to have him keep my computer in good working order. Whenever he answers the door he has a purple mouth from drinking wine, then I know I'm in for a long night....plus he has ADD, so that doesn't help.
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Sometimes taking on too many bad emotions, lost struggles, and deep hurts can bring those demons to your door step. You must first keep yourself clean, free of negativity, and strive for rightiousness before you can rub off on someone, before you can shine and have impact. Always lend an open ear, and always leave on a positive note.
Take care
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Sometimes taking on too many bad emotions, lost struggles, and deep hurts can bring those demons to your door step. You must first keep yourself clean, free of negativity, and strive for rightiousness before you can rub off on someone, before you can shine and have impact. Always lend an open ear, and always leave on a positive note.
Take care
Well, I've decided not to stay in Vacaville after all. This quiet suburban city has it's appeals, but I'm a big city boy at heart. I need a place that's more art and culture oriented, has a better mass transit system, and in general a bit more of an open mind. So Bay Area, here I come.
Lots to do. I'll look for a job...
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Lots to do. I'll look for a job...
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chalko:
Good luck. The Bay is super expensive. I have friens that live all over the Bay. What part of North Bay are you thinking? Somewhere off of 80 or 101?
fatal:
hey thanks for your comment on my set 
xx
xxIt's been a few days, so here's a bit of an update.
The Goddess and I have been fighting a lot these last few weeks. I've been being a jerk, and she can get defensive. It hasn't been a good combination. We've almost called it quits twice now, but realized we were probably being reactionary. We decided to take a break while I get my...
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The Goddess and I have been fighting a lot these last few weeks. I've been being a jerk, and she can get defensive. It hasn't been a good combination. We've almost called it quits twice now, but realized we were probably being reactionary. We decided to take a break while I get my...
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omeganightmare:
I've thought of going to a shink myself. I think it would be interesting to seee what they think of me. And at times I wonder about my own sanity, but I don't think crazy people worry about being crazy...
So which is it? Am I to be the sinner or the saint? The Tiger or the Dragon? The angel or the demon? The Man or the Monster?
Do I take the right hand path, and be the white wizard, the healer, the font of love? Or do I take the road sinister, and be a brutal ogre who creates pain and misery?
Sometimes it...
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Do I take the right hand path, and be the white wizard, the healer, the font of love? Or do I take the road sinister, and be a brutal ogre who creates pain and misery?
Sometimes it...
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wendy:
oh, haha.. definitely not. israeli army.
omeganightmare:
good question yah got there. Never a clear answer though. Maybe there is a middle ground somewhere.....
I promised a friend I'd post this. No one will think less of you for not participating.
Although I may send furry gnomes to your bedroom to torment you at night.
Please copy this into the comments and fill it out. Then post it on your page.
1. Name:
2. Age/Birthday:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7....
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Although I may send furry gnomes to your bedroom to torment you at night.
Please copy this into the comments and fill it out. Then post it on your page.
1. Name:
2. Age/Birthday:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7....
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visara:
1. Name: Marisa
2. Age/Birthday: 32 / 31 January
3. Single or Taken: Taken
4. Favorite Movie: Mists of Avalon
5. Favorite Song: Libiamo
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist: Stfan
7. Favorite Book/Comic Book: The Wheel of Time
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 9 piercings, 3 tattoos and backpiece in progress
9. Favorite TV Show: Survivor
10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game: mmm
11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal? huh?
12. Would you give me a kidney? I don't think so
13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: look at my blog
14. If you could change anything about your current life, would you? No
15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? mmm
2. Age/Birthday: 32 / 31 January
3. Single or Taken: Taken
4. Favorite Movie: Mists of Avalon
5. Favorite Song: Libiamo
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist: Stfan
7. Favorite Book/Comic Book: The Wheel of Time
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 9 piercings, 3 tattoos and backpiece in progress
9. Favorite TV Show: Survivor
10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game: mmm
11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal? huh?
12. Would you give me a kidney? I don't think so
13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: look at my blog
14. If you could change anything about your current life, would you? No
15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? mmm
Happy 222nd day of the year!
Thought for Today: "A man may fulfill the object of his existence by asking a question he cannot answer, and attempting a task he cannot achieve." Oliver Wendell Holmes, American author (1809-1894).
Thought for Today: "A man may fulfill the object of his existence by asking a question he cannot answer, and attempting a task he cannot achieve." Oliver Wendell Holmes, American author (1809-1894).
walker:
Yep, just didnt feel right so I had to walk away.
So whats the word?
So whats the word?
cecilia:
I had a second set accepted, they just dont want to post it, because I refuse to sign a new release. So yeah...thats why.
But thank you for the compliment! <3
But thank you for the compliment! <3
Vacaville is truly starting to grow on me. About a month ago I was wondering how I could get out of this town. Now Im making plans to stay. Im going to look around for something that pays well enough for me to get a place of my own and pay off my debts. Guess I better finally get my ass in gear and get...
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Well, I deleted my "ex" from my email and messenger accounts. And as a friend on MySpace. I guess I kept holding out hope shed get back in touch with me again, but aside from those days a few weeks back when she needed a little moral support, she doesnt really seem interested.
Im conflicted about the whole mess. She never really made me feel...
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Im conflicted about the whole mess. She never really made me feel...
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lordkalkin:
It's good to move on, especially when you feel someone doesn't have your best interest at heart t least some of the time.