jmdelaney

So this is my first Holiday Season away from home, being deployed and all the holiday this year really means all of nothing, Christmas has really been a big part and a thing that connects me and my family and friends but being so far away from everyone has kinda put me in a down mood, its not even that I'm missing christmas its just being away from everyone, i mean the only people i know that care about me are you all on SG, the people I'm deposed with have my back but not many of them, if any really care about me, its just one of those times where i look at life right now and see things in the way i never do, i tend to look at things in a way where everything has an upside but with this holiday season i have no upside, just another day here, no snow, no gifts, no bond to bring people together and its not just me, its a camp wide feeling truly, no one wants to be here on christmas, but no one can do anything about it, its really saddening but, i truly just wanted to say that ALL OF YOU that talk to me, follow my blogs, and generally give a shit about me, i really do thank you for everything, a lot of people will say well its the least we can do, but i went and signed up for this myself, its what i wanted to do, i don't need thanks, just need people like you on my side, you all have made this deployment worth it, because with out you all here, i would be seriously having issues with life. you all are closer to me than you all believe, love you all