jmax

i had a crazy night last night. Chocolate starfish...lots of alchol.
so, i was thinking while freaking myself out in the dark...do you let You out on here? I would have to say no. I act goofy and shy I don't talk politics or anything terribly serious or give opinions. I come here to look at naked girls and play around with cool people. My true self is really not nice. I do the same thing at work, i put on my silly and play that role that everyone expects of me because i do not look my age and (here comes something i can't say without sounding totally consumed with conceit) i'm not ugly...it's easier to act dumb and let people feel they have one up on you than to fight constantly because you know you're smarter. I don't know if any of this even makes any sense to you all. I have a hard time getting my thoughts out in a way that other people can understand. I'm in no way an elitist, or a pushover...i'm in complete control of every situation i encounter...i think it really cool actually. Because i'm freakin'awesome. haha. see. random. i'm so random.
well here i am at the computer.