jlevi

"If you've ever wanted to kill Travis put a finger down" - Friend
"Does that mean if I have ever wanted to kill myself I should put a finger down?" - Me

I need new friends. I've been saying this to myself for a while now. I'm okay with Andrew. He is my room mate, but I want something more than just get high and do nothing stuff.

I also want someone my own age. I have various friends now from my improv class which I enjoy and whose company I also enjoy. There is something lacking, though, when it comes to age. I feel like a pretentious asshole when I say it, but I know I'm mature for my age. I don't like doing the get stupid drunk thing anymore. I never liked it. Maybe I'm just an asshole (I'm actually quite confident I'm an asshole), but I'm over it. Yes, I'll do it every now and then because there is some fun in it, but doing it every night is tiresome.

I just don't know what to do. Health insurance kicks in soon again I think. It may be a good thing.

I think I'm depressed because I'm spending lots of money and not feeling bad about it.

I'm not in love with this town anymore. It's not the right place. It used to be the right time, but I'm a quick learner.