Sunday Apr 24, 2005

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yikes
i've been MIA
computer is on the fritz
this must be a good thing
a sign from on high

i crave something
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xksex:
i've been mia too. so many girls now.
adelina:
yeah, my comp acts up too, esp the keyboard..sometimes when i press numbers, i get letters, and the other way around, or sometimes the cursor automatically backspaces or hits return, i dont know what's going on. i hate it when computers act like they are demon-possessed.

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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It is funny how something as small as a paper cut can grow and fester into an oozing pussing wound. Its even funnier how you can grow accustomed to its pain like it was always there and you never knew anything else. It gives you comfort and you relish in it because its yours. And you know what is even more hilarious? How when the...
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adelina:
ahh! you still in san diego? cause i am! wink
mrzablowdowski:
I'm working on a theory.
You can't put the goodness into yourself.
The goodness can only come out.
Drink your orange juice.
Just in case.

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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sometimes your mouth gets you in trouble
my mouth got me in some the other night
it bought me a free ride to jail

its not illegal to mouth off to a cop
but laws are bendable
and subtle gray areas exist

justice isn't as clear and cut as law and order
and it doesn't always work on your side
what can you expect though...
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mrzablowdowski:
In the third season of the Surreal Life, Flavor Flav and Brigitte Nielsen make out.

Flav is a sham. Brigitte is a man. And the man is what's keepin' the people down.
chris_sick:
hope you haven't been warming a cell since this entry(althought upon logical examination this seems to be a flawed fear on a lot of levels).

meanwhile, i'm listening to 'know your rights', make sure you do.

and i meant to tell you(unless i did tell you and simply forgot) that i got your subs, but i still have to reread them and then find a place for them.

Monday Mar 28, 2005

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i'm a trail blazin through some stuff
still avoiding the dots on the i's and crosses on the t's
ehh....crazed ideas got me thinking
just need a fire under my ass
its cold as fuck here though
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adelina:
ooo aaa kiss
jupitersunrise:
hey babeh, i'm back biggrin

Wednesday Mar 23, 2005

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The silence of the situation seemed soothing, something she had not expected. She had thought that it would have been a moment full of mental excess, a headache of overexposure. But there was none of that, no symphony of data compounding her ear drums with intrusive mind control or that volley of information missiles she would have expected from a situation as big and as...
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Sunday Mar 20, 2005

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I need to borrow a sledgehammer and a shovel, its time to renovate. Maybe make some room for others, let them sit and stay a while. Its been too long since I've had a visitor. I put a padlock on the door with a sign that read "Trespassers will be shot" Closed it up and forgot, lost the key. Some people are happier alone. No...
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yourname:
happy birthday YOU.

and i love "do you have a girlfriend" with a side of pot roast. gah so family. but mine is do you have a boyfriend.
ragefilledmuffin:
Happy Birthday smile

Saturday Mar 19, 2005

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I was sold teenage angst in bottles. Shit was prescribed and Im still begging for refills. Sometimes you just feel helpless and you can not help itits like shit was laid out all nice and neat, even the bad parts get scripted. No such things as reality television. Things seem too perfect, like Im an after school special, stuck in a dilemma. Cheesy music and...
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chris_sick:
i prefer to mug all the bitches.
mrzablowdowski:
I need to find a new swami and sleep on a bed of nails.
Or an old yogi and swallow a mile of cotton.
Pound of cure and good cleansing.
Or chug a jug of Drano Max.
Get back to you on that.

Monday Mar 14, 2005

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I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself but shits hard to rearrange. Everyday I'm given lil post-it notes with updates on how shitty my life is. Its like getting flipped off by your moms, makes you blink and think. I hate how the shit makes me feel about things. Its a gnawing sickness in the stomach and it don't sleep. It grows and spreads. It...
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sixothree:
"There are no different answers just different perspectives."

wow

i wish i could write like you. seriously, you write probably better than you think you do.
adelina:
I love this journal entry - I can relate to pretty much everything in it. The part where you mention being sold on other people's dreams really hit me. TMonkeys may be on your back, but monkeys usually shut up if you feed them sweet yellow "bananners..." ooo aaa
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