why can't i follow through with my ideas?
i know they are good ideas...or at least i assume they are
but i never take them far enough to find out
they usually end where they started in my head where nobody sees them, except me
I could sit here and blame things outside myself, beyond my control
the modern world with its deafining ejaculation of...
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i know they are good ideas...or at least i assume they are
but i never take them far enough to find out
they usually end where they started in my head where nobody sees them, except me
I could sit here and blame things outside myself, beyond my control
the modern world with its deafining ejaculation of...
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howdypardner:
you + me = beautiful art?
howdypardner:
YAY NEW SET!
its been a minute since i've actually wrote something of substance here...
life right now is moving at a predicatble steady pace
much is to be desired...
ehh, in time in time. I keep telling my self that this is all just a neccesary step in the process to the eventual kick start
i'm comfortable right now...maybe too comfortable
this is a bad thing
it...
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life right now is moving at a predicatble steady pace
much is to be desired...
ehh, in time in time. I keep telling my self that this is all just a neccesary step in the process to the eventual kick start
i'm comfortable right now...maybe too comfortable
this is a bad thing
it...
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chris_sick:
Man, I need a litlte of that motivation, too, so don't feel bad.
Every time I post some writing, invariably someone comes back at me with how impressed they are by my 'output'. No one ever says that during the five or six month long dry spells when I write not a damn thing. And more importantly, even if everyone on my friend's list loves everything I ever write, what does that get us? A short friends list and another unpublished author who's so full of himself he's bursting at the seams. Man, we need a get out of basement month. Like a national holiday or something, just a month where all the unpublished/unrecorded/unseen artists get two grand for the month and don't have to work and get a guidebook on how to get someone to PAY THE FUCK ATTENTION to them.
If only.
We don't even have a National Endowment for the Arts anymore, I think.
Every time I post some writing, invariably someone comes back at me with how impressed they are by my 'output'. No one ever says that during the five or six month long dry spells when I write not a damn thing. And more importantly, even if everyone on my friend's list loves everything I ever write, what does that get us? A short friends list and another unpublished author who's so full of himself he's bursting at the seams. Man, we need a get out of basement month. Like a national holiday or something, just a month where all the unpublished/unrecorded/unseen artists get two grand for the month and don't have to work and get a guidebook on how to get someone to PAY THE FUCK ATTENTION to them.
If only.
We don't even have a National Endowment for the Arts anymore, I think.
plaidhangover:
Whoa... its like you read a passage from my life novel. Its amazing how you were/are able to even find words to describe how you are feeling, I envy you!
mmm...sleep
howdypardner:
thanks for the comment on my set. . .what happened to get your face so bannged up?
the sum of my life right now
work work work...
slaving away for others kills motivation for the self
i need a kick start
go ahead kick!
work work work...
slaving away for others kills motivation for the self
i need a kick start
go ahead kick!
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adelina:
yep, i'll give you a little kick in the booty. 
yourname:
present? not necessary. i had a real laid back b-day, it was nice. hope you're well.
a buggaboo
feeling very meloncoly the past couple of weeks.
whats new right?
a few words from our sponsors
now i'm a machine hating other machines
-sole
you shouldn't throw rocks if you live in fragile fairytales
-sage francis
this shit can inspire or kill....
sometimes both
p.s
do not worry, just thoughts kids
whats new right?
a few words from our sponsors
now i'm a machine hating other machines
-sole
you shouldn't throw rocks if you live in fragile fairytales
-sage francis
this shit can inspire or kill....
sometimes both
p.s
do not worry, just thoughts kids
bipedalprimate:
do you know how many times i've thought about writing about the paper i'm writing on?
- doseone/why?
- doseone/why?
let the rhythm hit em'
than split em'
this suburban straight jacket fits too tight and doesn't match the shoes.
i wonder where everyone else is....
than split em'
this suburban straight jacket fits too tight and doesn't match the shoes.
i wonder where everyone else is....
bipedalprimate:
new books make everyday better. have a good weekend.
esther:
I think thursday night I was drinking heavily...
"...Because here's something else that's weird but true: in the day-to day trenches of adult life, there is actually no such thing as atheism. There is no such thing as not worshipping. Everybody worships. The only choice we get is what to worship. And the compelling reason for maybe choosing some sort of god or spiritual-type thing to worship -- be it JC or Allah,...
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bipedalprimate:
oh man. that looked so good. I watched the trailer a couple times when I got home. I cant wait.
I read infinite jest a couple months ago. oh the goodness.
I read infinite jest a couple months ago. oh the goodness.
i feel restless...
want to resstle?
want to resstle?
chris_sick:
We rassle we're I'm from, son.
Raaaasssle.
Raaaasssle.
mrzablowdowski:
*Elbow Smash, Top-rope*
if you eat smiles do you shit rainbows?
its an honest question...
in san diego....lets hope its only temporary
i hate dial-up
my patience isn't very patient
damn you saturday morning cartoons!
its an honest question...
in san diego....lets hope its only temporary
i hate dial-up
my patience isn't very patient
damn you saturday morning cartoons!
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mrzablowdowski:
Yes. And pass laughing gas, out the ass.
yourname:
I did not realize you had left me a testimonial, thanks very much. that was super nice of you. I know it was in february, that is how absent I am.