There is something in the air and its not love. The chest is congested and heavy. The throat, with its self-loathing ways wallows in a slimy mess. The eyes are irritated and tangled in a mess of bloody spider webs. Unconfirmed sources on the bus ride home from work tell of record levels of air pollution. No wonder my brain is beating against my skull...
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godess_akasha:
what happened to your face in those pictures???I mean did you jump out of a building??? Thanks for the nice comment on my set 
yourname:
i do not know when you because such a downer--i do not think i know you well enough to say...but i would prefer to say you're not really a downer at all.
Its been a dreamy kind of day. My minds been fogged over.
Woke up late, pulled out of a dream and everything else has fallen suit.
Im in need of change. i need something or someone new in my life because right now everything tastes the same. Its a sickness, I know.
Tonight Im cooking for friends. There is something great about feeding people, an...
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Woke up late, pulled out of a dream and everything else has fallen suit.
Im in need of change. i need something or someone new in my life because right now everything tastes the same. Its a sickness, I know.
Tonight Im cooking for friends. There is something great about feeding people, an...
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sixothree:
your journals are so intense, i love it. kinda refreshing, i'm not used to these words coming from a man's brain...
chris_sick:
once upon a time my girlfriend and i had my best friend and his girlfriend over her parent's apartment which she was housesitting. for dinner. yes, food.
i made...
shirmp alferdo with mozerrella sticks as an appetizer and garlic bread for a side dish.
fantastic meal. it felt good. cooking for people and rushing and buying food and getting wine to go with it. its a strange feeling and it only comes with growing older.
what did you make?
the beetles said love is all you need.
course.
the beetles said happiness is a warm gun, too.
i made...
shirmp alferdo with mozerrella sticks as an appetizer and garlic bread for a side dish.
fantastic meal. it felt good. cooking for people and rushing and buying food and getting wine to go with it. its a strange feeling and it only comes with growing older.
what did you make?
the beetles said love is all you need.
course.
the beetles said happiness is a warm gun, too.
updates are for wussies
right now i'm tired and I can't think so i'm usless. I just was sick of looking at that ol' journal entry. It made my eyes hurt.
more tomorrow? Maybe?
right now i'm tired and I can't think so i'm usless. I just was sick of looking at that ol' journal entry. It made my eyes hurt.
more tomorrow? Maybe?
sixothree:
hey you went grey and i didn't get a goodbye so i wasn't sure if you were coming back. grey makes me sad so i deleted you tentatively. be my friend again? 
robotsatemyhair:
You callin' me pretty?
"What would you do if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me.
Lend me your ears and Ill sing you a song,
And Ill try not to sing out of key."
I think I need to take better care of myself. My body keeps yelling out for help but all I do is bitchslap it into submission. This...
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Would you stand up and walk out on me.
Lend me your ears and Ill sing you a song,
And Ill try not to sing out of key."
I think I need to take better care of myself. My body keeps yelling out for help but all I do is bitchslap it into submission. This...
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mrzablowdowski:
I have a old box of Cheese Ritz Crackers. hmmm...
RITZ Mini Hot Dog
Cut a Ritz Cracker in half. Spread small amount of Easy Cheese Pasteurized Process Cheese Spread along cut sides of cracker halves. Attach 2 cracker halves to each other at slight angle to form a V-shaped "bun". Fill bun with 1 cooked Oscar Mayer Little Wiener; top with Kraft Pure Prepared Mustard, ketchup and other hot dog toppings as desired. Makes 1.
RITZ Mini Hot Dog
Cut a Ritz Cracker in half. Spread small amount of Easy Cheese Pasteurized Process Cheese Spread along cut sides of cracker halves. Attach 2 cracker halves to each other at slight angle to form a V-shaped "bun". Fill bun with 1 cooked Oscar Mayer Little Wiener; top with Kraft Pure Prepared Mustard, ketchup and other hot dog toppings as desired. Makes 1.
robotsatemyhair:
Thank you very much.. glad I could make you smile.
So its been nice and wet here and I've been loving it. Nothing like a cold drenching rain to make you remember there is such a thing as seasons in this state. I've always loved this weather. I remember as a kid stomping through puddles as the rain soaked through the layers of clothes my mom would make me wear in occasions of "bad" weather,...
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sixothree:
you write the way i think. it's not often i find someone who can do that. where are you from anyway? anywhere near me?
ilovemikehunt:
FUCK THE CONFORMITY AND THE COLD WEATHER!
The heat woke him up. Another shitty nights sleep, he mumbled groggily in his head. He rolled over slowly and smacked his lips. They were cracked and dry. His eyes still felt heavy but he opened them anyway, fighting off the sleep. No dreams again, it had seemed like forever. He could not even remember the events of his last dive into the stream of...
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mrzablowdowski:
Fashioned a gun from a bar of soap.
"Making a break!" he confided through the bars.
"Making a break!" he confided through the bars.
sixothree:
i vote he jumped ship... how bout you?
i used to think most people didn't like me but than i figured out that it was me that didn't like them. seriously i despise talking to people...even those I really like and care for. okay, well not all the time but alot of the time. I mean i have people that this is not an issue with but overall i go out of my...
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yourname:
we're simiilar. i still think people don't like me. but i also find i don't like most people.
and few people use a journal to spread the good things that happen, because when good things are happening you're too busy to post. or you should be.
i realize i know little about you. where do you work, where do you go to school?
and few people use a journal to spread the good things that happen, because when good things are happening you're too busy to post. or you should be.
i realize i know little about you. where do you work, where do you go to school?
mrzablowdowski:
Most are hollow. If one blows over the holes, they'll whistle. I like that sound.
routine and habit are killers
yourname:
taiwanese cinema is to say the least, very taiwanese. they're quite indicative of the nature of the island -- belonging to everyone else... teh japanese, the chinese, the dutch... its identity rooted in its conquerors and its dying natives. i went to see somewhere over the dreamland and... i really wish there were more information on the atayal and other tribes of little formosa.
mrzablowdowski:
This old set only has a coarse knob. Difficult to adjust for the finer things.
The iBook G4 is in the shop. Old desk top with Windows 98.
Hard to think that was once the hot shit.
The iBook G4 is in the shop. Old desk top with Windows 98.
Hard to think that was once the hot shit.
busy as a bee with out a flower
so whats new for this kid?
school started again. mentionables 45 hours observation at local schools tryin out the teaching thing, struggling with ideals and reality, indoctrinating another generation? Super senior project shall commence with a look at death through the ages, pop culture? film? maybe narrow it more. hopefully a documentary will come out of it....lots...
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so whats new for this kid?
school started again. mentionables 45 hours observation at local schools tryin out the teaching thing, struggling with ideals and reality, indoctrinating another generation? Super senior project shall commence with a look at death through the ages, pop culture? film? maybe narrow it more. hopefully a documentary will come out of it....lots...
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mrzablowdowski:
death. indoctrination. cool.
I want to get an inoculation.
I want to get an inoculation.
ilovemikehunt:
FUCK SKOOL!@#!#!@#!
I think I've become acustomed to not feeling anything. Not that there has been anything to feel the past few months anyway, save a few pesky mosquito bites. But still...I wonder if there is something more to it or is it really just nothing.
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mrzablowdowski:
hits stone cold these days... copy that!
I had a large boulder in my yard. A propane torch, a selection of sledge hammers, and three summers. Nieghbours thought me crazy. It was reduced to sand.
My advice. Find a girl with a little dingy.
I had a large boulder in my yard. A propane torch, a selection of sledge hammers, and three summers. Nieghbours thought me crazy. It was reduced to sand.
My advice. Find a girl with a little dingy.
chris_sick:
try sitting on a shampoo bottle.
lemme know how that works out for you.
lemme know how that works out for you.