Sunday Sep 25, 2005

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its been a minute since i've actually wrote something of substance here...

life right now is moving at a predicatble steady pace

much is to be desired...

ehh, in time in time. I keep telling my self that this is all just a neccesary step in the process to the eventual kick start

i'm comfortable right now...maybe too comfortable

this is a bad thing

it seems that motivation has always been my biggest problem...

but

thats probally just an excuse, a nice way to say lazy and i guess thats my problem

i have all these ideas but i never follow through

it scares me to death...

i can see my life unfolding, full of broken promises and discarded dreams

perhaps thats the motivation i need

perhaps...
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chris_sick:
Man, I need a litlte of that motivation, too, so don't feel bad.

Every time I post some writing, invariably someone comes back at me with how impressed they are by my 'output'. No one ever says that during the five or six month long dry spells when I write not a damn thing. And more importantly, even if everyone on my friend's list loves everything I ever write, what does that get us? A short friends list and another unpublished author who's so full of himself he's bursting at the seams. Man, we need a get out of basement month. Like a national holiday or something, just a month where all the unpublished/unrecorded/unseen artists get two grand for the month and don't have to work and get a guidebook on how to get someone to PAY THE FUCK ATTENTION to them.

If only.

We don't even have a National Endowment for the Arts anymore, I think.
plaidhangover:
Whoa... its like you read a passage from my life novel. Its amazing how you were/are able to even find words to describe how you are feeling, I envy you!

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