The clock keeps ticking.
Choices always seem so big and important when set in front of you but once their made you wonder why you made such a fuss over something so small and mundane.
What if every morning you woke up excited? Excited because you knew today was going to be different. Every moment was a surprise to you. Would that ever get old? Would the uncertainty of everyday become a routine? A task?
I wake up everyday already knowing how it is going to end. I sometimes wonder if the opposite would be any better, if it would make any more sense than this. Absurdity is a funhouse mirror and Im a narcissist. I get stuck on things. I define myself through reflections. Is it sad that I find myself in others? The things we hate about others are the same things we hate about ourselves. Things are silly like that. In searching for individuality you can lose yourself. Get stuck on superficialities and routines. Im trying, oh lord how I am a tryin to stop. Its hard though. The past five years of my life have flown by and Ive changed, that is for certain. Im just confused on how much of it is me.
Eat your Flintstone vitamins
Tomorrow night the celebration shall begin!
Choices always seem so big and important when set in front of you but once their made you wonder why you made such a fuss over something so small and mundane.
What if every morning you woke up excited? Excited because you knew today was going to be different. Every moment was a surprise to you. Would that ever get old? Would the uncertainty of everyday become a routine? A task?
I wake up everyday already knowing how it is going to end. I sometimes wonder if the opposite would be any better, if it would make any more sense than this. Absurdity is a funhouse mirror and Im a narcissist. I get stuck on things. I define myself through reflections. Is it sad that I find myself in others? The things we hate about others are the same things we hate about ourselves. Things are silly like that. In searching for individuality you can lose yourself. Get stuck on superficialities and routines. Im trying, oh lord how I am a tryin to stop. Its hard though. The past five years of my life have flown by and Ive changed, that is for certain. Im just confused on how much of it is me.
Eat your Flintstone vitamins
Tomorrow night the celebration shall begin!
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chris_sick:
The best part about being a person is that you do get to decide who you are. You can sit down and sift thourgh the shit and find out who you are, and if you knwo that, well fuck all else matters.
yourname:
congrats man.
