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Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

Nov 10, 2004
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Its been a dreamy kind of day. My minds been fogged over.

Woke up late, pulled out of a dream and everything else has fallen suit.

Im in need of change. i need something or someone new in my life because right now everything tastes the same. Its a sickness, I know.

Tonight Im cooking for friends. There is something great about feeding people, an almost Zen mix of happiness and accomplishment in which the silence that follows eating weaves a million compliments into my ear.

i usually feel a bit of disenchantment with the world and the people that live init but lately its been a tremendous amount more. I just want to crawl into a dark hole and shut myself in sometimes. I'm glad Im having friends over I need something to jump-start whatever it is that reminds me things aren't so bad.

All you need is love, right?
sixothree:
your journals are so intense, i love it. kinda refreshing, i'm not used to these words coming from a man's brain...
Nov 10, 2004
chris_sick:
once upon a time my girlfriend and i had my best friend and his girlfriend over her parent's apartment which she was housesitting. for dinner. yes, food.

i made...

shirmp alferdo with mozerrella sticks as an appetizer and garlic bread for a side dish.

fantastic meal. it felt good. cooking for people and rushing and buying food and getting wine to go with it. its a strange feeling and it only comes with growing older.

what did you make?

the beetles said love is all you need.

course.

the beetles said happiness is a warm gun, too.

Nov 12, 2004

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