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Monday Dec 02, 2002

Dec 2, 2002
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Woke up took a shower than went back to bed. I need motivation, drive, purpose, whatever you want to call it. Any suggestions? I haven't always been like this, I used to care. This chronic apathy is hard to kick. One of those great underacheivers that sits and waits as life hits them in the forehead. Waits for something to change. I think I'm bored with life right now, well at least my own. I need to get up and do something. I need to but don't. I just continue sitting, watching, and not caring. Yep, it's a problem with motivation. So whose going to motivate me? Can I do it by myself? I have to, thats the way things are. Well I'm not ready yet, not today maybe tomorow...

Tell me why is the clown cryin?
xsuzx:
indeed they do.
clowns are evil. eeeeeeevil.
Dec 2, 2002
crazygrrl:
If you find the motivation, let me know. I'm also searching.....
Dec 3, 2002

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