jjay

I am a bad person.

I was up untill 5:00 am with someone I had no business being with.

Phone Rings:
"Hello"
"Hi is Justin there?"
"Yeah this is him"
"Hey its Shannon...."
"who?
"Shannon from highschool..."
"What the fuck.....huh....what....uhhhhh.....what....holy shit this is crazy!"
Laughs nervously
"How did you get my number....This is weired.....well how have you been?"
"I'm good. I'm living in San Luis Obispo now. I start poly in the fall."
"What? This is totally random."
"yeah I know. Do want me to let you go?"
"ummm....no its ok."
"ok"
"So Cal Poly huh?"
"yeah well see I've been dating this guy on and off again for the past 2 years and well he goes there. So I visted a bunch and decided I liked it"
"Well thats cool....I just can't get over how weired this is. Your the last person I expected to call me"
"yeah I know your the last person I would have ever called....."
"Its great to hear thats everthing is going so good for you....new home new school and a steady boyfriend, thats terrific"
"yeah......"
So what are you up to these days besides calling old boyfriends?"
laughs again "Oh nothing much, I've been busy cleaning my new place."
"where abouts do you live?"
"Do you know where the Delta Sigma house is?"
"No not rreally. I don't pay attention to that whole frat thing"
"Yeah, well I'm living there. In my boyfriends place"
"Wow you guys are pretty serious than huh? I mean living with each other...."
"Were not liviing together. He is at home for the summer. I just came up to try to get settle and find my own place."
"oh ok, i got you"
"so anyway what are you up to tonight? Do you have plans?"
"Me? Oh I always have plans....hahaaa.....no ummmm....actually I'm just going to a show.....ummm...band called elefant....they got kinda a bowie meets the smiths with a touch oh garage rock."
"interesting"
"yeah i'm pretty excited.....umm....well if you want you can meet me down there"
"yeah ok, wheres it at?"
"It's at the z-pie. Starts at nine"
"ok well than I'll just see you down there"
"ok see you therre"
click.....

wake up with ex girlfriend breathing in my ear wondering what in the hell did I just do?

I am a terrible person