Ive had this conversation with you before, it stung his ears and he thought for a second slowly exhaling knowing, being accustomed to the itch. Yeahdude I know, He half smiled. It was true. What could he do? He was wallowing in the mess of self-deprecation and doubt. It was hard to breath. He was suffocating from the inside. He felt defeated and lost. His...
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i'm getting sick of myself
this is a sign of motion
got to get those wheels a turnin
this is a sign of motion
got to get those wheels a turnin
september_____:
Yea i wish we could choose when and when not to care.
chris_sick:
yeah.
just,
yeah.
just,
yeah.
sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't
whiteiris:
Almond joy's got nuts, mounds don't. Because... sometimes you... - I never really got the ending to that. Now I am going to be thinking of this jingle for the rest of the night 
radiohead fans cover your ears
radiohead sucks ass!
Ok not really but i don't like them. There is just something about them that irritates the hell out of me. I feel a bit of cockiness and "Im better than you" vibe from them especially the lead singer. I guess its the same thing wrong with every "Avant Guard" cycle. To me they have added nothing...
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radiohead sucks ass!
Ok not really but i don't like them. There is just something about them that irritates the hell out of me. I feel a bit of cockiness and "Im better than you" vibe from them especially the lead singer. I guess its the same thing wrong with every "Avant Guard" cycle. To me they have added nothing...
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sixothree:
you are so awesome
i fucking hate radiohead too
ugh
and ya know - the only reason we supposedly care about these celebrities lives is because the media gets us involved and it's just like tv - always gotta know what's happening next
that's why i don't watch the news
or tv at all for that matter
people ask me things like "oh did you hear about such and such" and i'm like... fuckin no bitch, leave me alone, i don't waste my time on that shit
i feel sorry for my sister - she's all into that crappity crap
sorry for the swears, i'm feeling cool today
i fucking hate radiohead too
ugh
and ya know - the only reason we supposedly care about these celebrities lives is because the media gets us involved and it's just like tv - always gotta know what's happening next
that's why i don't watch the news
or tv at all for that matter
people ask me things like "oh did you hear about such and such" and i'm like... fuckin no bitch, leave me alone, i don't waste my time on that shit
i feel sorry for my sister - she's all into that crappity crap
sorry for the swears, i'm feeling cool today
yourname:
haha. sorry. i had to laugh. i mean, i kind of like radiohead but wow. i like you. heh. i feel bad that you're angry though. and yeah, hugs don't do much but i'll try to telegraph one your way.
my chest hurts
i've been coughing up too much
i'm slowly realizing that my life will compleatly change in about 2 months
is this what success feels like?
listening to blondie
i think deborah harry could kick my ass in a bar fight
and thats kinda hot...
one of my professors got beat over the head numerous times with a protest sign by a pro-lifer...
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i've been coughing up too much
i'm slowly realizing that my life will compleatly change in about 2 months
is this what success feels like?
listening to blondie
i think deborah harry could kick my ass in a bar fight
and thats kinda hot...
one of my professors got beat over the head numerous times with a protest sign by a pro-lifer...
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sixothree:
i could kick your ass in a bar fight 
i really need to cut this noose from my neck
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sixothree:
i bet pickle puke is grody
i'm sorry you had to deal with it
i bet you won't eat pickles anymore
...aaah behold the powers of classical conditioning
i'm sorry you had to deal with it
i bet you won't eat pickles anymore
...aaah behold the powers of classical conditioning
yourname:
Hmm. A noose does not sound fun and does not double as a scarf...or maybe it does. Only if it's soft and wooly. My guess is that noose is not soft and wooly.
Sometimes the dream world is better than the one I'm awake in. These are times when getting out of bed is the hardest thing you do all day and once your up, all you can think about is how to get back there. It becomes an addiction. The warmth and comfort leave you strung out. Its at times like this you start breaking promises to...
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yourname:
comfort is terrible but tempting, huh? i like your post very much.
chris_sick:
sleep is a wasteland for me. you ever hear that song by the Stooges? i can't remember the name but the two lyrics stick out. 'there's nothing left alive/but a pair of glassy eyes.' and 'there's nothing in my dreams/but some ugly memories/kiss me like the ocean breeze.' that about sums it up of late for me.
the best sleep is to wake from the nightmares, to wake from the wasteland, have the last of the last beer, swallow it down, and roll back over. those twenty minutes are better than the other six or seven hours.
and you just said more or less what i meant when i said 'zero distractions'.
we got things to do, gawdammit.
the best sleep is to wake from the nightmares, to wake from the wasteland, have the last of the last beer, swallow it down, and roll back over. those twenty minutes are better than the other six or seven hours.
and you just said more or less what i meant when i said 'zero distractions'.
we got things to do, gawdammit.
Not around here much latly...
I 'll write more later...
I 'll write more later...
sixothree:
was wondering where you've been
miss you cutie
miss you cutie
sixothree:
new set in psw for ya 
dance yah god damn monkey
mrzablowdowski:
I'm sinking in the luxury of my upholstery.
Down where the change is.
"work is amazing, at being incompetent"
I'd like to use this under licence.
Down where the change is.
"work is amazing, at being incompetent"
I'd like to use this under licence.
chris_sick:
no.
and stop calling me a monkey, i've told you before.
and stop calling me a monkey, i've told you before.
who knew being too comfortable was a death sentence?
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yourname:
are you alright?
sixothree:
mmm i bet you'd erase all the bad sex there ever was
if only you didn't live so damn far away
if only you didn't live so damn far away
i sometimes wonder if sorries ever help...
tryin for an .
getting a lil !
but mostly ?
hmmm......
i think i need to get out more
tryin for an .
getting a lil !
but mostly ?
hmmm......
i think i need to get out more
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esther:
you should stay in a become all paranoid and hermit like. because that would be super cool.
yourname:
!!! i mean, !
i mean, .
.
yes. sorry about the !
habit. i'm yelling over the music.
i mean, .
.
yes. sorry about the !
habit. i'm yelling over the music.
many ideas floating around in the rusted turbine upstairs....i need some industrial strength lubricant to get em crankin,
long train rides are good for meditation especially in the rain.
christmas was good, naps food and family
what else could i ask for?
....
why is alone so cold?
without roommates the place drops 10 degress
i 'm in a very ho-hum mood right now twiddling...
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long train rides are good for meditation especially in the rain.
christmas was good, naps food and family
what else could i ask for?
....
why is alone so cold?
without roommates the place drops 10 degress
i 'm in a very ho-hum mood right now twiddling...
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sixothree:
aw you're so sweet. why do you have to be so cute?
i was just having a bad morning. but i'm ok now.
it's 2005 here!
you're the only one i wanted to kiss when the ball dropped. if i try, i might be able to make it there for when your new year begins
i was just having a bad morning. but i'm ok now.
it's 2005 here!
you're the only one i wanted to kiss when the ball dropped. if i try, i might be able to make it there for when your new year begins
sixothree:
it was pretty uneventful for me as well. but it doesn't take much to entertain me so it's all good
es
es
i'll get back to read this soon.
the sun burns out all yesterdays leftovers and we're left with ash and ghost. fuck it, ride on.
what's up with you, playa?