jjay

i'm a trail blazin through some stuff
still avoiding the dots on the i's and crosses on the t's
ehh....crazed ideas got me thinking
just need a fire under my ass
its cold as fuck here though

yup

The silence of the situation seemed soothing, something she had not expected. She had thought that it would have been a moment full of mental excess, a headache of overexposure. But there was none of that, no symphony of data compounding her ear drums with intrusive mind control or that volley of information missiles she would have expected from a situation as big and as...
Read More

I need to borrow a sledgehammer and a shovel, its time to renovate. Maybe make some room for others, let them sit and stay a while. Its been too long since I've had a visitor. I put a padlock on the door with a sign that read "Trespassers will be shot" Closed it up and forgot, lost the key. Some people are happier alone. No...
Read More

I was sold teenage angst in bottles. Shit was prescribed and Im still begging for refills. Sometimes you just feel helpless and you can not help itits like shit was laid out all nice and neat, even the bad parts get scripted. No such things as reality television. Things seem too perfect, like Im an after school special, stuck in a dilemma. Cheesy music and...
Read More

I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself but shits hard to rearrange. Everyday I'm given lil post-it notes with updates on how shitty my life is. Its like getting flipped off by your moms, makes you blink and think. I hate how the shit makes me feel about things. Its a gnawing sickness in the stomach and it don't sleep. It grows and spreads. It...
Read More

sleep is desired

zoint

feelin productive
this is new

i am begining to realize how unorganized i am
this is not good

today is my sisters' birthday
oldest turned 21
youngest 14
yikes i dunno which is more scary

this update feels forced so i'm gunna stop
sorry for the waste

i feel really simple sometimes
like these thoughts i feel
their nothing
livin with the gravel and rocks

no shoes or socks....

its like instinct
there is a definite thought process in instinct
right?
your caught in moment
and everything is all laid out for you
the choice is easy
fight or run

humans by nature are not fighters
we event ways to kill people...
Read More

who the fuck are you to say that i can't rock it? man stop it i got hip hop in my pocket!
-count smacula

feelin good about standin knee deep in shit
somedays yah just wanna sing
today was like that

senior project...thesis whatever you want to call it is nibbling at my ass. it feels really thrown together. hopefully the last two sections will...
Read More

driften on empty
how far can you go?
apparently a long ways from where you started

things are coming full circle
recent days have conected lil things
more like a pentagon though...

it was ash wednesday this week
i thought of my grandmother

what drives you?

time to replace the batteries