jjay

the questions in life that plague us with torture.

should I enjoy my weekend as normal? i.e get drunk make a jack ass out of mysel or should i do the resbonsble thing and do much needed work? i.e sit around pretending to work while taking long breaks to play video games or watch tv.

well i shouldn't make a desicion like this with a...
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i'm drunk.

Gods not dead...
just placed in a coma
put there by game shows and marketing promos
that blind us with false rainbows
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nothing new to say except, blah!
But I've said that before
so i guess nothings new.
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and than she told you goodbye...
How many fingers?
wake up
shake it off
and start over
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Its warm here. I think the heat...
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....
bumper sticker read
America Bless God

Very good weekend.

I went up to San Jose with my friend. I helped his parents with a party they threw. Basicly I got paid to have fun and get drunk. I added it all up and the total was 12 hours.
12 hours of drinking wine and beer.
whew.
days like that are fun.

yesterday We barbaqued at this new skatepark till about 10...
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Tonights entry is broadcasted live from the depths of this kids brain. Please bare with us through any technical difficulties.

You ever think up something really great but than you forget it later. Like 10 minutes later, unless your constantly thinking about it but even than you probally end up thinking about something else and compleatly forget what you were first thinking about. I hate...
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ahhh...another wasted day.
how refreshing.

i think i'm off to San Jose this weekend. going to try make some money.

i hate alergies.

Listening to the Chi-lites.
tell me have you seen her?

i don't tan i freckle
i don't tan i burn
skin cancer is a reality
wear your sunscreen kids

tengo una feiesta en mis pantolones con queso

man, thast some horrible spanish...
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so i found a place to live. some apratment closer to campus. I hate leaving this house though. its big and comfy and right next to the beach but what can yah do...oh well.

i've been in an "ehh" kinda mood since this weekend. One of those "i'm a lazy peice of shit" phases I go through oh about every week...hahaa

i need something or...
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beautifully wasted the weekend away

it all seems so squished up its hard to make sence of it...
like pulling gum out of your hair.

Thursday night I drank by myself and played videogames.

Friday is kind of a blur I remeber going to a party and playing jenga than throwing jenga talkin to a butt slut watching billy madison throwing chips at people and...
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i got nothing....

update on nothing.

So I need a job.
Stupid money, I hate it.

So i'm having a Barbaque this Saturday at my house. Food and friends, good stuff. Your all invited.
so whose coming? You bring the food and booze I'll supply the music and entertainment. Sound like a deal?


oh i forgot proms this weekend. whose going?
not me.
stupid money!

low budget this...
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The advantage of the emotions is that they lead us astray.
-Oscar Wilde

I need to shake things up. I'm gettin quite bored with my current place here on this earth. Boredom must be avoided it all costs it most often leads to unfufillment which in turn can turn into something far more displeasing, the beast of depression. Change is in order. Any suggestions?

I...
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