FUCK. i just had yet another fight with my father. and what about? because i don't call home enough, therefore i am a horrible daughter. yet, when i DO call home, i am subjected to that. that asshole. forget that i work forty hours a week and forget that i go to school. forget that it's almost finals. forget that he's a complete bastard. i'm a horrible daughter, right? well fuck him. sigh. why can't i have nice parents? parents who will answer the phone and say, "hey dear! we're so glad to hear your voice!" and not "oh, i guess you're just too damn busy to give us a call" they don't support me. hell, i wish i could just cut them off. sigh. send me away. i'm so tired of everything... VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
let it slide for now. that is until you're done with finals and all the stress from school. instead of calling for a little while try writing them notes telling them everything's fine and mailing it. postcards or something. explaining how stressful your life is right now but that you still wanted them to know you're ok and you'll call when it's not so hectic. that way you can express your feelings w/out any stress. or without having to sit there on the phone and take it.
i hope that helps a little.
much love
alisa
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