Friday Apr 25, 2003

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frown frown frown frown mad mad mad FUCK. i just had yet another fight with my father. and what about? because i don't call home enough, therefore i am a horrible daughter. yet, when i DO call home, i am subjected to that. that asshole. forget that i work forty hours a week and forget that i go to school. forget that it's almost finals. forget that he's a complete bastard. i'm a horrible daughter, right? well fuck him. sigh. why can't i have nice parents? parents who will answer the phone and say, "hey dear! we're so glad to hear your voice!" and not "oh, i guess you're just too damn busy to give us a call" they don't support me. hell, i wish i could just cut them off. sigh. send me away. i'm so tired of everything... frown
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alisa:
don't let it get you down. parent's are just like that. everyone wishes they had the perfect parents even the people's whom we envy. to my friend's my mom seems like the coolest because i can tell her anything. what they don't know is that yeah i can tell her everything and i do but that doesn't mean she wants to hear it or acts as if she's really interested. i wish my mom would bitch about wanting to hear about my life but she'd rather just pretend that everything's perfrct like in a t.v. show or something. oh well, what are you gonna do? smile

let it slide for now. that is until you're done with finals and all the stress from school. instead of calling for a little while try writing them notes telling them everything's fine and mailing it. postcards or something. explaining how stressful your life is right now but that you still wanted them to know you're ok and you'll call when it's not so hectic. that way you can express your feelings w/out any stress. or without having to sit there on the phone and take it.

i hope that helps a little.
much love
alisa
suburbanslave:
naw...I got back from dallas, took a shower and accidentally fell asleep and woke up too late to drive down. But I odnt think anyone even went so its not a big deal!! We suck at getting ppl together!

We are trying to get a girlie get together in austin on either friday or saturday night - would u be into going out?? It should be me, maggie, grrlhavoc, and a few other girls from around here...

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