Ever have one of those days when you just want to kill everyone? The site of your own reflection sends you into a maniacal rage. Even your own dog, the sweetest, most understanding animal you've ever come across, annoys the fuck out of you.
And then your husband comes home with flowers and makes it all better. Your anxieties and anger melts away. For the first time in eight hours, you smile genuinly.
And that feeling lasts for a good hour and you're back to hating the world.
DAMN MY HORMONES!!!!
Ah well. Such is the life of a pregnant woman.
Not working is a drag. Not in the sense that I enjoy work. It's just that I'm trying to save as much money as possible and so I don't go out. If I go out, I end up getting something. Even if it's less than $10, I always end up thinking, "man...I could have spent that on groceries" or "that could have been $10 toward our electric bill." So I stay at home. No friends to keep me company except for the hum of the computer and the tv for background noise. I do laundry every fucking day. I clean...every fucking day. I need to get out of the house. Maybe go to the River downtown Friday night...walk around a bit. SOMETHING!!!
On a lighter note, last week I found the John Lennon mobile I wanted on sale for $15!!!!!! And it was originally $39.99. Score for me. Now if only I can get the really important things like the crib...mattress...stroller....DIAPERS.
One of these days, my journal entry will be nothing but happy thoughts...no bitching.
Thank you guys for being my only source of entertainment. I think if I had no SG, I'd really go batty.
And then your husband comes home with flowers and makes it all better. Your anxieties and anger melts away. For the first time in eight hours, you smile genuinly.
And that feeling lasts for a good hour and you're back to hating the world.
DAMN MY HORMONES!!!!
Ah well. Such is the life of a pregnant woman.
Not working is a drag. Not in the sense that I enjoy work. It's just that I'm trying to save as much money as possible and so I don't go out. If I go out, I end up getting something. Even if it's less than $10, I always end up thinking, "man...I could have spent that on groceries" or "that could have been $10 toward our electric bill." So I stay at home. No friends to keep me company except for the hum of the computer and the tv for background noise. I do laundry every fucking day. I clean...every fucking day. I need to get out of the house. Maybe go to the River downtown Friday night...walk around a bit. SOMETHING!!!
On a lighter note, last week I found the John Lennon mobile I wanted on sale for $15!!!!!! And it was originally $39.99. Score for me. Now if only I can get the really important things like the crib...mattress...stroller....DIAPERS.
One of these days, my journal entry will be nothing but happy thoughts...no bitching.
Thank you guys for being my only source of entertainment. I think if I had no SG, I'd really go batty.
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you as an sg?! oh god dont tease me girl
So, yeah, I would love to come down to SA and meet all of you and experience the Fiesta! I haven't been to SA in a long time. I'm hoping for the 24th, but I just realized today that I have a final early that next week, so I might change it to the 17th. Do you have one weekend that is better for you?