jivesucka52

If anyone really does want me to put my balls where my mouth is and do SG Boys then tell Autumn who agreed to take pics of me or some other cute person can take pics of me and instead of me doing something rockstar where my long dreads are waving in the breeze and I'm in bondage gear or something, it will just be me laying there naked saying this is what you get. Take it or leave it. If you leave it I don't give a fuck so you might as well just kiss my ass on the way out.
Like a literary figure who chops down the old Oak tree that symbolizes his father or like when Lisa Bonet cut off Lenny Kravitz's "evil" dreads, which symbolized all of their bad times or whatever the fuck she said on that VH1 Behind the Music, I chopped off my dreads.
I stood in the bathroom cutting away at all of the real hair that if was real probably belonged to some African American person.
Thanks to whoever that person was who had the bals to tell me to stop worrying about my appearance and work on my self. I am in need of a drastic change but it's an inner change. The outer part is only a vessel and is therefore irrelavant.
So maybe I'll continue wearing my few fashion accessories but I don't need dreads to feel good about myself-that will be much harder. So I feel that this was a good first step and though I was aware of all of this, I finally did something about it. I decided to stop trying to change my appearance and fit it with you guys by trying to look the part. Fuck that. Fuck that! I think this is a great site where people do look different and that is one of the great things about it. So for all of the girls who only like guys with dreads, I'm out of the running but for everyone else snatch me up before someone else comes knocking...Hehe....I'm tired of feeling like shit and trying to cover it up with my outer vessel. Fuck that.