Perhaps sometimes I use this place too much as my therapy but I enjoy bonding with people who have been through similar experiences...I don't claim to be better than anyone and I'm sure a lot of people on this site still hate me and that's fine...I'm getting more back to normal everyday.
I constantly remind people and myself that I'm depressed, HIV + and all that because I want people to come to me if they have questions. I volunteer doing HIV education and prevention education. NO matter what anyone says, I've had a lot to overcome and I'm pretty happy to not be dead from my own hands. Sorry if I sound full of myself or whatever because I'm not. Everyone on this website has their own baggage and shit to deal with. I'm still coming to terms with all of my illnesses...Sorry that it bothers some people but I'm a complete open book. The END>
I constantly remind people and myself that I'm depressed, HIV + and all that because I want people to come to me if they have questions. I volunteer doing HIV education and prevention education. NO matter what anyone says, I've had a lot to overcome and I'm pretty happy to not be dead from my own hands. Sorry if I sound full of myself or whatever because I'm not. Everyone on this website has their own baggage and shit to deal with. I'm still coming to terms with all of my illnesses...Sorry that it bothers some people but I'm a complete open book. The END>
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monet:
Don't you be sorry. You have a lot of guts, and it's awesome that you're not afraid or ashamed. I wish you the best darling. 
ryan:
i use the site as a therapy in a sense as well.. just to make connections with people. i have a hard time where i am right now cause i grew up here and everyone is so judgemental. hence one reason for leaving. and you are welcome for the words.. i too am an open honest book..and sometimes that alone scares people off, because most people are guarded...ahhh the trials and tribulations of being...