What does a middle class 20-something-year old HIV +
hemophilia and hep c having depression dwelling motherfucker do on a usual night?
Well he enjoys a lot of recreational drugs. He's high now looking at alternative Suicide girls. He talks to people with his same influences and desires, dreams, hobbies, looks,and tells them everything on the "evil" internet.
He enjoys playing in his "flover's" clothing. What is a flover? A flover is my girl friend who I am fucking. He loves the way it feels when she ties up her corset real tight and he wears the satin panties they just bought together. He enjoys when she tells him to cup his boobs like he had any. He enjoys looking at these girls who look like death to you and letting it get hard in his little panties and then he likes to get high and fuck his flover.
He so wants to dress in her clothing and walk down these same suburban middleclass neighborhood streets where he just smoked a bowl and snorted a line. He wants to go there and prance around and show all the scared, little, old ladies, and homophobes that this is acceptable. This is fine.
He connects with the decadent 60's and 70's because he wants to live fast because he doesn't know how long he will live. Cause after all, being HIV + puts a damper on getting a retirement plan. Bowie and Reed taught the world about the things he's now discovering...
Transvestites,
freaks,
drug addicts,
poets,
gamblers,
dreamers...
He wants to live like all of them lived until things changed and the druggies and tranis and all that got burned out or pushed underground and then AIDS came out. He doesn't have to be afraid of living that lifestyle because he already has the product of itIt's evil little baby.
He is decadent life's evil baby and his mother's unwanted botched abortion.
And he knows it.
And he doesn't want the partying to end. He didn't party at all though because he got infected from a blood transfusion. Yep, a stupid little hemophiliac like Ryan White. That dumb shit didn't do nothing to make the news but die. If I did that shit now, I wouldn't be famous. Elton John wouldn't come to my birthday party because everyone is burned out and hung over but I'm fucking not. I'm ready to fucking play so why won't anyone let me?
hemophilia and hep c having depression dwelling motherfucker do on a usual night?
Well he enjoys a lot of recreational drugs. He's high now looking at alternative Suicide girls. He talks to people with his same influences and desires, dreams, hobbies, looks,and tells them everything on the "evil" internet.
He enjoys playing in his "flover's" clothing. What is a flover? A flover is my girl friend who I am fucking. He loves the way it feels when she ties up her corset real tight and he wears the satin panties they just bought together. He enjoys when she tells him to cup his boobs like he had any. He enjoys looking at these girls who look like death to you and letting it get hard in his little panties and then he likes to get high and fuck his flover.
He so wants to dress in her clothing and walk down these same suburban middleclass neighborhood streets where he just smoked a bowl and snorted a line. He wants to go there and prance around and show all the scared, little, old ladies, and homophobes that this is acceptable. This is fine.
He connects with the decadent 60's and 70's because he wants to live fast because he doesn't know how long he will live. Cause after all, being HIV + puts a damper on getting a retirement plan. Bowie and Reed taught the world about the things he's now discovering...
Transvestites,
freaks,
drug addicts,
poets,
gamblers,
dreamers...
He wants to live like all of them lived until things changed and the druggies and tranis and all that got burned out or pushed underground and then AIDS came out. He doesn't have to be afraid of living that lifestyle because he already has the product of itIt's evil little baby.
He is decadent life's evil baby and his mother's unwanted botched abortion.
And he knows it.
And he doesn't want the partying to end. He didn't party at all though because he got infected from a blood transfusion. Yep, a stupid little hemophiliac like Ryan White. That dumb shit didn't do nothing to make the news but die. If I did that shit now, I wouldn't be famous. Elton John wouldn't come to my birthday party because everyone is burned out and hung over but I'm fucking not. I'm ready to fucking play so why won't anyone let me?
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and by that I mean...
if you insist on all the wild partying you've mentioned in order to "live" what is left of your life (and by that I would like to point out that you can't say your life is any shorter than anyone else's because we don't know if we'll die tomorrow) then please excericise caution for the people around you... be honest with them about what you're going through...
wear a bracelet that says you have hep c and are HIV + so that if you go into cardiac arrest partying one night someone who steps in to give you mouth to mouth doesn't end up paying for caring about you...
You sound super self destructive- which is understandable... but still... some of us do notice the things you're not saying.