So I guess Ive done a lot of things in my life that have lead me to where I am today. Some stupid things, some smart things, some things that Im not sure what they are, and a whole lot of things from the time of my depression that I dont even remember that will resurface as I edit this epic story which is now 128 pages of writing and 312 pages of conversations that I had with random people online.
No matter what a person may want to do, they cannot change someone else. I'm learning to like myself again and am happy with this transformation that is occuring so no one is going to fucking change me. I will find someone who can accept me for who I am and until that point I will kick girls to the curb and be kicked to the curb and I will guard my heart and let it harden and let my skin thicken so I can't get hurt all the time. My heart is out there for the world to see but it is not out there for everyone to trample.
No matter what a person may want to do, they cannot change someone else. I'm learning to like myself again and am happy with this transformation that is occuring so no one is going to fucking change me. I will find someone who can accept me for who I am and until that point I will kick girls to the curb and be kicked to the curb and I will guard my heart and let it harden and let my skin thicken so I can't get hurt all the time. My heart is out there for the world to see but it is not out there for everyone to trample.
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id love to see
so where's massapequa in relation to NYC?
*kisses*
and i don't have any pics to put up of myself cuz i'm in NYC for the summer as a nanny
but some will go up soon sweet
*kisses*