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Monday Jul 16, 2007

Jul 16, 2007
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I am sooooo sleepy. Normally I'm fine on 2 or 3 hours of sleep, truly I am. But today is not "normally" it seems. I need a nap or something (besides my really really really boring job) to wake me up.

I got yelled at about a pop tart today. While it made me angry because it was 8:30 in the morning when this happened, now I'm laughing about it. Because anyone lame enough to yell at me about a single, stale, slightly molded pop tart needs help. My boss has issues and there's more to the story than all that but, being that it isn't important and not that amusing, I'll just leave it at that.

I need to get out and about. I'm tired, yes, you know that, but oh, how restless I am and have been for the past several days. I wanna go do stuff! Unfortunately, no one around here seems to want to go anywhere or do anything and I haven't the money to go see the friends I have who would....I'll have to wait until this weekend when I run off with my friend Sarah.

Oh. I totally lost my camera. Boy, do I suck at life. Seriously. Stupidest way to ever lose a camera. Was hanging out with a friend and had my bag sitting on the ground next to the car - picked it up and everything fell out. Apparently my camera was one of those things and it rolled (I'm guessing) under my car. I didn't even notice. So much for my amazing powers of observation. I suck frown The worst thing about it, though, is my lil' digital recorder was in there and I had fifteen minutes of new material I'd babbled into it on the way to see Kitty. Of course, I can't remember what exactly that material was or what I said so I'm screwed.
All in all, though, despite being pissy that I was so oblivious I lost 200 + dollars worth of electronics, it's just stuff and I can get a new one.

and now...randomness because I'm tired and the word Insomnia keeps flashing across my eyelids:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

darkness takes eternity to find
seconds to lose
never to bleed
paper and pencils mean nothing to me
words are illusions of pain
written in life's blood on technology's screen

feelings forgotten, surface again
surefooted but feeble and dim

caffeine addiction keeps me awake
seconds tick by
hours that bleed
insomnia believes in me
and won't set me free
sleep is a blessing in which I don't believe

feelings that haunt me echo in pain
carved on the walls lining memory lane



Bwahahaha and yay for old poetry I found in a folder.

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
rudiecantfail:
That's very cool that you create your own mythologies and back stories for creatures. I love coming up with new alien races for my sci-fi stories; thinking about their homeworld, their culture(s) and history. It's a double-edged sword, though hehe. Sometimes I get so side-tracked thinking about a new creature, or coming up with an elaborate backstory for what is a relatively minor character, that I lose sight of the original story line I was working on biggrin
Jul 16, 2007
girlysound:
fuck pop tart junkies.

Sorry to hear that you lost all the equipment, ouch! it sucks when it's irreplaceable. hope you got some sleep....currently i am up and pissed about it. I was just lieing there in bed and thought, hell might as well get up and try and do something. that something became wasting time online. damn.

let's start a pop tart revolution!
Jul 16, 2007

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