but it's not all bad. On September 21st - October 6th, I will be in L.A with the lovely and sexy..................
WOOT WOOT! 
I am super excited and a tad bit intense. I truly don't know what to expect!! This will be my very first experience in L.A and Mills will also be the very first suicide girl I actually meet in person! 
I wanted to be out there for my birthday, September 18th *cough*
whoops! well, that just flew in from out of nowhere! 
but, I have to work. 
The only thing that's going to seriously kill me............ my ear's on the plane. They hurt like hell after being on it for a little after an hour and when I get off, I cant hear a damn thing!! ahhhhh! 
but fuck all that! either way, this trip is going to be a great adventure, tons of fun and full of laughter! I'm extremely flabbergasted!! hehehehehehehehe.
L.A baby, here I come!!!!! 
x0!