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I know things have been hard. They've been at least as hard on me. I've gone on for a long time being selfish, thinking only of myself, I didn't know how easy it would be to just belive in us, and forget about all my urges until it was too late. I know it will be hard. It may be the hardest thing I've ever...
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Wow, that was a mood last night. Work was a little stressful, and that, among a few other things made me pretty unhappy. Normally, I just shut up about it, but when I get a few drinks in me, I have no problem saying exactly how I feel. Anyway, I digress...

Things are good. I'm going to go out this morning and be happy. Hey,...
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Why do I just fucking hate everyone?

Today was pretty good. Better than usual. At least I saw Anais, and talked to my girls.

Not much to say. I'm working, and in doing so, playing with a co-worker who seems either bent on cheating on her boyfriend, or just can't make up her mind and break up with him. (I know she likes me) Yay for being cornered in a cooler!

So, after the whole thing that has gone down, anyone know how I can go on without either feeling depressed, or hateful? I try as hard as I can, but every time I think about it, I can't help but feel like a piece of shit, or being totally pissed off. And it's not like I can just not think about her, because she's been...
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When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see, nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me, asking, why?

Getting hooked sucks.

Well, as mom said earlier, "You seem to be in much better spirits today."

I feel good.

I think this will be my last post for a whiile...