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Headlights crest the hill, shadows pass her by and out of sight. Annie sleeps and dreams; Friday bingo, pidgeons in the park.

Annie waits for the last time.
Just the same as the last time.

It can come from out of nowhere, hit you when you're safe and warm. Take it easy, my star, your time is gonna come,
Your time is gonna come...

Twenty one, feeling down, I tell you nothing with a thousand words and I, weaker get, with every step,
I waste my money on compact disc's and staly fish
I can't remember the last time I did something that made me feel allright longer than a few hours.
If I only had the strength to make some muffins, then I
swear that I would share...
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Well, she crept back in the house at half past three
Shook her head to see him snoring in his sleep
If you really loved me she said
I wouldn't have to be so mean

He's a heap of junk that pours from his top drawer
Sometimes likes to spread it out around the floor
It's evidence of what he was like
He likes to...
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Okay.

I've been really terrible to someone here, and I want to make a public apology to her. I know she won't forgive me for what I've said, and maybe some of the things I did, but, nevertheless, I'm saying that I am truly sorry.

I've said some things that were very unappropriate to say in this forum, and I feel I really stepped over...
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I had a superduper day hanging out with Crystal, even though my mom didn't make it up. She's coming tomorrow, and I get to hang out with Super-Hottie, DemiGauge. Yay!

I made myself dinner tonight. I went all out for the first time in a long time.

I made Bifteck Champignon a la biere, roasted garlic gold potatoes, and green bean and onion casserole.

Leaf by leaf, page by page, throw this book away.
All the sadness, all the rage, throw this book away.
Rip out the binding, tear the glue, all of the grief we never even knew. We had it all along.
Now it's smoke.

The things we've written in it, never really happened. All the things we've written in it, never really happened.
All of the...
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I can tell you about today, and how I looked at you and everything changed. It was pain, sunny days and rain, I knew you'd feel the same thing.

It's amazing how an attitude, or thought can change so much, so fast.

Singing for the lonely
You're not the only ones who feel this
So scared of what we're doing
All the time

Here comes wasted head-space
Paranoia Anger, misplaced
Feelings leave me nowhere
All the time

I don't wake up early every morning
'Cause the more I sleep the less I have to...
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So, I finally resolved this whole Crystal situation. I have a girlfriend now. I'm very happy about that. I've been confused about this whole thing for a while, but now it's in the open.