i dont get women i did the respectful thing and backed off but now it seems the girl i was seeing is seeing someone else this is the first time ive been cheated on it doesnt really bother me that much but i just cant figure out what the hell im doing wrong im 24 ive been in to many relationships yet the only good one i was ever in was the first one or maybe it was so long ago i just think it was that good i mean they were all good in there own way i grew from each but i just dont get it i mean at this point it has to be me right i dont know but ill tell u something i just saw for the first time eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and i gotta tell u no matter how bad things ever were id never get mind memories erased there all part of who i am but relationships r really fucked up and its to the point to where i think its me i dont know i wanna ask old girlfriends but how lame s that and im sure i wont get the answer i want well i guess im done blabin oh happy fourth and get shitty i know i am peace 