Ok, I'm really sorry guys....since 5 Jan, I've been in ALS. For those that don't know, it's called Airman Leadership School. It's a 6 week course that basically re-blues you into a supervisory position in the Air Force. There's a lot of reading and a lot of home work & tests to take.
Hence the reason I haven't been on here in forever.
So, other than ALS, not a lot has been happening in my life. Ok, well maybe a little bit of something. There's a guy in my class that I'm totally in LUST (not love) with....pretty much every time I see him I day dream about the 100 different ways I'd love to jump his bones. Fortunatly, I've gotten to try out about 5 or 6 of them with him already. The only problem with this is I still have that b/f figure in my life and while I dno't feel guilty at all about this, I think I'm still hella scared about him finding out. We're not married, & technically we're not even dating, but somewhere in the back of my mind I think I love him, but I know that the feelings we had a long time ago are gone & we've just kept each other around b/c it's comfy.
Everyone I've talked to about this says to just enjoy the fling while it lasts & decide what to do when the b/f figure gets back...(he's in TX for a couple weeks right now)
What are y'alls thoughts on this???
Hence the reason I haven't been on here in forever.
So, other than ALS, not a lot has been happening in my life. Ok, well maybe a little bit of something. There's a guy in my class that I'm totally in LUST (not love) with....pretty much every time I see him I day dream about the 100 different ways I'd love to jump his bones. Fortunatly, I've gotten to try out about 5 or 6 of them with him already. The only problem with this is I still have that b/f figure in my life and while I dno't feel guilty at all about this, I think I'm still hella scared about him finding out. We're not married, & technically we're not even dating, but somewhere in the back of my mind I think I love him, but I know that the feelings we had a long time ago are gone & we've just kept each other around b/c it's comfy.
Everyone I've talked to about this says to just enjoy the fling while it lasts & decide what to do when the b/f figure gets back...(he's in TX for a couple weeks right now)
What are y'alls thoughts on this???
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evil_mad_hatter:
I think it's silly to try and keep a realationship going when you are so far apart and working on your career. A good friend of mine joind the army and her and her fiance decided to hold thing off. Iff things are meant to be it will happen when all this is over. Leave things so you can enjopy life, without worrying about doing something bumb or irrational out of lonliness or a thousand other reasons. If it's love, it will be there.
munchies187:
Happy Valentines Day girl, hope you get some chocolate or something! 