Whoa is me. and not like the Joey Lawrence kind of whoa.
I'm lost. Not quite sure what to do with myself. My work hours have been cut to the point that i actually have to think about quitting my nicotine habit just to have gas money to get to my dead-end job. I think my nervous system is failing me. I can't immerse myself in conversation like i used to, and i'm having trouble relating to "normal" people.
My great aunt just died and i don't want to go to the funeral....is that bad? I just don't think that i could handle seeing my family cry right now.
I'm trying to find something to do...something constructive, i guess. I've used up all of my paints and can't afford more. I'm not sure if i want to paint anyways. Nothing excites me anymore.
Sorry for ranting, maybe i'll go eat worms.
I'm lost. Not quite sure what to do with myself. My work hours have been cut to the point that i actually have to think about quitting my nicotine habit just to have gas money to get to my dead-end job. I think my nervous system is failing me. I can't immerse myself in conversation like i used to, and i'm having trouble relating to "normal" people.
My great aunt just died and i don't want to go to the funeral....is that bad? I just don't think that i could handle seeing my family cry right now.
I'm trying to find something to do...something constructive, i guess. I've used up all of my paints and can't afford more. I'm not sure if i want to paint anyways. Nothing excites me anymore.
Sorry for ranting, maybe i'll go eat worms.
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cassiopeia:
You know what?!? That "smoker signup" thing that's on every box of cigarettes is something you should look into. If you signup they send you free cigarettes every month or so. That way, you'll have money for gas AND cigarettes. I would signup but I'm only 20 and you have to be 21.
cassiopeia:
Just go to the website on the cigarette box's and signup. 