so another random thinking blog.....im once again not sure where this goes so bear with me....theres a girl that i was just a "fuck" to,but alas, i got okey doked into her life. after she went to jail(first sign) and got back out , she decided that she wanted to be with her husband(second sign), who happens to be in prison(third sign) for another 3 years or so. worse off, she's married to my sister in laws brother.another sign. wtf am i thinking? i dunno....she was hot and really good in the sheets. anyways, i loaned her 900 bones for a debt thinking that ill get it back "cuz she wants to be with me forever". well she hasnt said word one about it since i asked for it back. shes on parole(jesus crimony wtf is wrong with me?)so i told her that if she doesnt pay me back, ill have to contact her parole officer and get her sent back for communicating with a convicted felon.(for those that dont know it, its a federal law in the u.s. that doesnt allow association between somone on parole or probation and a convicted felon.) so yeah the whole of me wants to be mean as fuck and send her ass back. but ill still be out the 900 bones. i dont really need it desparatly, but its the thought that counts.however, shes got 2 kids...once again wtf am i thinking? i dont really want to put her away for 2 years without them and them without her. damn the compassionate heart! anyhow, thats my life delimma. feel free to suggest anything. im not really broken up over this, just getting it off my chest. have a great week all and love to all of you!!! 
deannac:
you could also get her in trouble just by threatening taking her to small claims court for the loaner, judge judy wont be putting up with that bullshit! it's true there were lots of signs BUT unfortunately some of us are just too good for our own good. if you had the money you did a good thing - hopefully she used it for something she really needed it for and not drugs or something.