jimee

I was trying to decide on whether or not to go out to the bar on New Year's Eve. I haven't been out on New Year's in years. I just had to do it. The weather was really nice, so i just walked to it. Got there around 11:30. Everyone was already pretty drunk and making lots of noise with noisemakers. I started to drink some beers and then went to sit closer to where people were dancing. This really pretty girl was dancing and she looked really sweet. She saw me by myself and waved me over to dance with her. I haven't danced in years, but i wasn't going to not dance with her. I danced with her and her friend for a while. It was really fun. What was weird was that this girl was with some other guy who looked to be old enough to be her grandfather. This really confused me, especially after the beers and two shots of tequila. Was it her boyfriend? Don't know.

The rest of the night started becoming a blur. I remember smoking 2 cigarettes. I haven't smoked in years, but they were enjoyable. I would never allow myself to get addicted to cigarettes again, but if i'm with a pretty girl who smokes, i'm gonna smoke.

I stayed till 2am when the place was closing. Then i stumbled home feeling pretty wasted. Stopped at the store for a cup of coffee and a snack, and a cigar.

Then when i got home, RoBoGirL was in bed waiting for me. I felt so lonely and stoned that i started to cry while holding her. My tears ran down on RoBoGirL's face. I then told her that i loved her.