jillamin's SuicideGirls Blog

I reminisced this morning....and there were no tears for the first time. Now I'm just angry. I hate that someone so brilliant was ripped from this life....while horrible fuckers are still aloud to roam. Me and this "god" guy need to have a few words.

It doesn't stop there...It's been a shitty week for miss denver. I called my mom to wish her a happy...
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the_mars_volta:

Happy belated!

Apr 25, 2005

lithiam:

Happy belated birthday. I know what it's like to fear losing a parent. My father has diabeties and constanly worry about his blood sugar levels cause if they get too high or too low i could lose him. It sucks having a loved one living with something that is incureable and has a potnetial of killing them.

Apr 26, 2005

I've never had anyone close to me die. I always used to think myself so lucky...until now. All I can do is stare at pictures...trying to tell myself she's gone. I miss her so much.

denver

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adrock1212:

aww. Im sorry

hope u feel better.

Apr 19, 2005

sliggy:

I am sorry for your loss.

My heart goes out to you.

I am always around if you ever want to talk, ok?

Apr 19, 2005

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adrock1212:

Fairie/adrock/denver sandwich

now that would be hot.

Apr 12, 2005

candy:

you are so pretty.. where is your sg set?? i want to see more nakedness!

Apr 16, 2005

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faerie:

a present for me...?? HOLY SHIT. i'm so excited. do you have my address? because i totally need yours. i love sending gifts to people. especially when i have a crush on them AND their birthday is coming up SOOON...!!

XOXO

so.. i'm feeling better. i think i was just having one of those weeks.. and then dealing with.... yuck.... just made it 10x worse, ya know?

which by the way.. i'll send you an email tonight about the deal and questions i have for you because i really need your opinion.

anyway... thanks for your supa long comment. i always appreciate those. we definitely need to make plans for me to take a trip out there. we would have way too much fun.

i hope you're doing well.. cuz i miss you being on all the time! but i should leave for work.. so yep. i'll email you later tonight..

heart you, doll.

xoxox

Apr 5, 2005

adrock1212:

I wanna be one of ur hoes.

Faeire is comin out here April 20th-24th..

Apr 5, 2005

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k_kat:

Thanks. I think I'm leaning towards that decision. I don't always like having people around but I also don't like being alone a lot. Last time I lived alone, I had my best friend to party with all the time. It's been 3 years now and all my friends either have kids, are married or both. I'm the only single one of the bunch.

Did I mention the pics in your journal were amazing?