jillamin

As you know from a previous entry...I broke up with Jordan. Like I said I just grew out of the relationship. I still loved and cared about him...I still thought he was a great person...We talked everyday on the phone...even though all he did was beg for me to come back. But I wanted to be there for him....until today. When I found out that he cheated on me with someone named Erica. I had heard the rumor from a close friend. So I confronted him about it...*sigh*....it was true. So thats that...another friendship ruined with an ex boyfriend. He still wants to try and work it out...I on the other hand know that I am much too good for him.

I shed a little tear...because nevertheless it still hurt. But thats the last one. I'm just glad I got out when I did. So I am again...starting a new chapter in my life. I'm ready to be single...relationships are such a joke when you are this young. I envy those that have it all under control...I long for the day when loving someone is just easy.

Anyway...so I went up to San Francisco last night. I spent way too much money, drank way too much alcohol and smoked way too many ciggs. Twas a great night! I'm going up there again tonight to see my friend Jordan from San Diego. (not to be confused with the ex) And on ThursdayI will be attendingDining for Denver thanks to the lovely miss GlassHeart!!!! I'm very excited to meet all you lovely's.Then on Sunday I'm going to VEGAS!!!! Yea baby! Some girls from the bar I work at in Denver are flying out. I'm going to meat them out there with a couple of my friends from home. I see trouble ahead. I'm gonna win big..."mamma needs a new pair of shoes"...

Well I'm going to grab an early dinner with some of my ladies downtown...then I'm off to the city. This means I should start getting ready eh?

i leave you with some faces.







love yous,
denver