jillamin

Just got back from the DMV. Had to renew my license. yaddy yaddy ya...


First off...it's good to be home...



i missed my devil womens



I missed my Frank 'N beans



I missed my bed....

again, it's good to be home.

I'm not really sure what I'm going to write about here....I'm just sitting here....typing whats on my mind....whats waiting to leap off my tongue....

I've had a busy weekend...coming back into town is always a means to be reckoned with....a lot of people to see...the ones you like and the ones you don't.....wears the shit out of you.....I just put rollers in my hair...((to look pretty for tonight))...and now I'm sitting on my balcony....smoking a cigarette.....drinking some berry 7up with ice....lap top on my lap listening to some tunes. *sigh* I'm very content. Very content indeed. It's such a beautiful day...not too hot... just right. I've been in San Jose for three days now. It's been absolutely wonderful...odd...but still wonderful. I left San Jose to get better...to get out of a sticky situation. Exactly seven months later...I'm healed. And I remember what my life was like before I fell into that crazed time of my life.

After a lot of thinking....A LOT of thinking....I have decided to come home. To live....some will be happy....but there are those that I'm sure will not. But I seek to please the ones who are happy...the rest can kiss my pretty little bottom. *muwah* Some of you may be wandering what happened with me and Mr. Slam. Well...I have really high expectations...maybe too high....but I still have them...and he wasn't meeting them. He's a great guy and will go far in life. Just not with me by his side. we ended as friends. No dishonesty. No cheating or anything like that. Just the utmost respect. I love and care about him very much and I know he will have great things in the future. blahhhh...ok...now we can move on.

So I'm pretty excited about coming back. I'm planning on studying business in the fall. I have ideas people....and I'm smitten with the idea of living in CA again. I have come to realize that I am a FULL BLOWN CA girl. As stupid as it sounds...I love it here.


I met the most amazing little person on Sunday. Kelsey....and yes ladies and gentlemen....she's fantastic. It's strange...I always wondered what it feels like to have a sibling....if you feel the same love as you do for your parents....and you do... I felt that when I left. I fell in love with that little princess...head over heals. I would do anything for her and I've just met her. I look at her and I look forward to the time where I'm ready to have little Jillians running around. Wo...side tracked for a momment there...ahhh yessss....Kelsey. I'm in love...

Wanna see?



after her first bath...clean little bum bum...



sleepies...

do you now see what I'm so happy about. I'm so lucky!

Ok...well I guess I'll stop rambling....there really was no point to this journal...just bored...letting my mind wander. I have to get going...I have important Denver stuff to attend to. Nicole just flew into town today and teesa just got back from Long Beach. I have a BBQ to NOT get ready for...and then I'm out with the girls again tonight.

hope all is well in my sadly neglected SG land. Well neglected by me anyways.

buh bye
denver