jillamin

I reminisced this morning....and there were no tears for the first time. Now I'm just angry. I hate that someone so brilliant was ripped from this life....while horrible fuckers are still aloud to roam. Me and this "god" guy need to have a few words.

It doesn't stop there...It's been a shitty week for miss denver. I called my mom to wish her a happy birthday last Wednesday and she didn't answer. So I just figured she was out celebrating...or something of that nature. So I call her again later that night...no answer...I continue calling her every hour for 3 days... finally she calls. Turns out she was in the hospital AGAIN. Something is wrong with her back...maybe even cancerous. We've been through all this twice....I'm not looking forward to a third time. My uncle (her brother) died at 47 from cancer and my mom is 46. I'm terrified. I loose her, a huge part of me goes with her.


I'm sorry my journals are so mundane. I wish I had some good news. Hopefully things will get better.

I want to feel like this again...these were taken a few days before my last entry...








Thank you for all your kind words and support...I REALLY appreciate it.

denver