jillamin

Here are some photos from my shoot with Eirick.









vag shot...



photography by Eirick D. Luraas

Yea. It's my day off...annnnndddd I'm bored. mr. slam is at school learning stuff. Once again I apologize for my absence. I hate to say it...but SG hasn't been a priority. Not that it ever really was...but you know what Im saying. But I will try to catch you all up and head over to some of your journals and leave a wee hello.

Well as I told you in my previous entry I have a new job. I LOVE IT. I work with some of the coolest girls. I was beginning to think all the chicks in Denver were cunts....well about 95% still are. Mel the bartender is my favorite...she actually got me the job...I mean I pretty much get paid to socialize. Haha...I went shopping for cleavage shirts and cute mini skirts...my tips went up like whoa. I.E. I had a 300 tab the other night and they left me 180 for a tip....ha, I'm such a prostitute. Ash the other bartender is one of my favs too. She used to be in the Burlesque troop at The Cherry Pit before it was called that. Shes sucha hottie and shes teaching me some movesso one day I will become a hottie burlesque baby! Oh...and I'm a god damn karaoke whore now. Preferably some Madonna or Britney...when I'm drunk and I make up my own words. I sang the Dead Milkmen the other night...hehe...good times.

So mr. slam is up to something sneaky. I think he's arranging a birthday surprise for me. You see...he called Melanie the other day to get Crystal and Zasharah's number. I know this cause crystal can't keep a secret and opened her fat mouth about it. I love her. Any who...so I guess he's planning to fly them out here from California. Isn't that cute...he's too good to me. I guess he has even talked to my boss to make sure I get time off. I'm not supposed to know any of this however. So shhh....be vewy quite...he's hunting wabits.

oh god....i got an email from an ex today. We were together for two years. He ended up cheating and I left him. He was straight obsessed...i swear...he actually thought I would stay with him. I never have and never will tolerate cheating. If they cheat THEY DON'T LOVE YOU. They don't care about your safety (STD'S)...they don't care about your self worth... They don't care about your heart....C'mon ladies and gents. You have to know that you are better than that. Anyway...so he writes me this huge email about "how I almost killed him when I left and that I was selfish....but if you want to still be friends thats ok" hahahahaah. I'm sorry...what was that...I have permission to be your friend? uhhh...no thanks. I have no interest in ever being his friend. I don't have the time nor space for people like him. I've slowly weeded the filth from my life and I'm not into being friends with ex's anyway. Whats the point? There is none. Ha. Sorry if I sound evil. I'm just blunt.

My tattoo has healed. I'm getting the other side done next week. Then on to the quarter sleeves. holla. Oh if you live in Denver...go to Twisted Soul. Ask for Sandi...she's quite amazing. Expensive...but amazing.

Okie.well Im going to go smoke a cig. I have to start getting readyChristy and some of the girls from work are going to meet me at Toms Diner. Then its off for a drinking binge. I think I want some French frieswith ranch and buffalo wing sauce on the side. Yum. Bye!

Denver

PsI rented Envy the other night. Not that great. I mean it wasn't bad...I managed to watch the whole thing...but I laughed like twice....soooo...yea

pps...I got to meet girly. kinda sorta. I didn't get to talk to her but she's hot!!!!