jhay

Hello again friends!

Things are okay. Which is a fine departing from my typical doom and gloom. Here is my secret:

I don't care anymore!

What I've found is when you try harder than everyone else, they let you. Then because you do soooo much, they ask you to do more. And then that is what you're going to be *expected* to do going forward.

So, no.

I'm a crafty guy. I find a way to keep things together and move forward, regardless of my surroundings or employment or relationship status or everything else people seem to put so much stock into now-a-days. I'm just going to be me and let everything else fall into place or work for me because doing it the opposite way, where I would bust my hump to put a smile on everyone elses face, never actually put one on mine.

For as many times as I've said "when you have nothing left, you have nothing left to lose" I should consider making that my next tattoo.

Anywhoo.. I'm thinking I might start travelling soon. Once I rid myself of this disease called a retail job I might take my savings and greyhound or megabus it around a bit.. Where should I go?