Tuesday May 06, 2003

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* * *I finally told shanti how i feel...she does not have romantic feelings for me...I promised myself i'd tell her and i did and now what? the emotional rollercoaster hit's another curve every 10 seconds...I go from feeling rejected, to relieved i did it, to self pitying, to hating women, to hating myself, to hating the world, to trying to analyze where i keep...
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zoe:
mystery does get women attracted to men, but the friends are the ones they (or at least i) end up wanting to marry. someone with no secrets seems more trustworthy.

don't think i'm trying to blow sunshine up your ass here. maybe you'll never find who you're looking for....but the key word is "maybe".


xoxo zoe xoxo
zoe:
yay for pictures of me! i've always wanted to be a cartoon, or a drawing, or somehow immortalized on paper. as long as i get to see it


xoxo zoe xoxo

Sunday May 04, 2003

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* * *well, my lunch date with shanti was a squalling success! she really has become a very elegant young lady...My jaw dropped when she showed me her long hair...i had only seen her with very short hair...in fact the last time i had seen her she had buzzed it all off...
I sat outside the restaurant waiting for her, and she was inside the...
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zoe:
lunch date with a girl...you should talk...


xoxo zoe xoxo
emily:
smile

Saturday May 03, 2003

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* * *It looks as though Shanti will be coming up here this weekend, for a wedding! we will be having lunch together, on saturday...i can't wait...
I left a note for my boss saying i was feeling ill and might not make it in tomorrow...i am feeling fine, i just do not want to go in tomorrow at all...but i will if there is...
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Monday Apr 28, 2003

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i lost my artistic groove for a little while, but it's back! http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/1748304 check it out, it's my suicide girl in training, Shanae! she's great, she's gonna make this site proud in a couple years, he he...
* * *I feel like the world is changing around me...friends are leaving my life...I have worked with Dwayne for 4 years, and he is the last of...
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emily:
Ballbuster!..or..or...Fagbuster!!!!!!I WIN!HAtongue
emily:
smile

Sunday Apr 27, 2003

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* * *today i decided to quit Blockbuster...maybe a few more weeks, save everything, and then what? I am bad with money...
I do not like being awake in the morning, but i will have to adjust...and i wont' be able to chat at nights now if i get a 9-5 job...but if i keep DAY hours, i can maybe go to art galleries in...
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emily:
Good blockbuster sux asstongue
emily:
I mean...Assbuster.

Friday Apr 11, 2003

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well, after months of just popping in looking for girls to inspire my art (which you can see at www.jhames34.deviantart.com) , i have decided to actually schill out for a 3 month package, see if it's worth it...so far, i like it a lot... love makes me wanna...makes me wanna DANCE! but not really, just makes me wanna draw, how sad is that! my art is...
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kidnothing:
s'my james... astonishing as usual.
pucabul:
Actually it's pretty easy to submit photos to a group. Just join the group, and then go to the group's page. Click on the photosets button and then look for the link at the top of the list of links title Add a Group Photoset. That'll take you to a page where you can upload the image, add a caption, and add a title. Good luck.