* * *No one dreams of being a lawyer or a doctor or anything, they just dream of dealing on the dirty boulevard.
lou reed
Just because someone hands you some shit, you don't have to take it
henry rollins
I gave 2 weeks notice today. couldn't take it anymore. sandi put me on "final notice" yesterday, that if i didn't improve as a manager,...
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lou reed
Just because someone hands you some shit, you don't have to take it
henry rollins
I gave 2 weeks notice today. couldn't take it anymore. sandi put me on "final notice" yesterday, that if i didn't improve as a manager,...
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watched royal tenenbaums, as per shanae's request...very good, very sad...
I have to go in to work for a meeting today, ugh...i hate going there, especially on my day off...
and as of now i have to give my parents every other paycheck for them to save for me or i have to leave...i feel like i'm having my freedom taken away from me and...
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I have to go in to work for a meeting today, ugh...i hate going there, especially on my day off...
and as of now i have to give my parents every other paycheck for them to save for me or i have to leave...i feel like i'm having my freedom taken away from me and...
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morgan:
the guy in front of me, though, the one who hit the kitten...well, he didn't really run over it, it looked like he just hit it hard with the side of it's tire...it probably died from internal damage, but it wasn't run over...it really could have been saved. I mean, I understand, he was probably panicking...I'm more pissed off at the people behind me who acted like assholes.
I saw Bill finally, today...Veronica threw a party for him, at her new house. I hate being in a room with strangers...especially women. I always notice they are interested in the other guys, never me. I hate how i look, and i know that i don't fit in...Bill's friend always teases me because i do not drink, and makes me feel even more like i...
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ruby:
aw.
I'm sorry your experience with sg wasn't a better one.
Not like I'm the welcome wagon or anything, but it's lame to feel out of you're element.
I don't really go to many of the parties, I preferred the activities, like sushi night and lazer tag... etc...
Also- when you do things you DO like, do you still have a hard time meeting the ladies?
I have always found people who look like they're having fun to be more attractive than the depressed looking wallflowers...
I'm sorry your experience with sg wasn't a better one.
Not like I'm the welcome wagon or anything, but it's lame to feel out of you're element.
I don't really go to many of the parties, I preferred the activities, like sushi night and lazer tag... etc...
Also- when you do things you DO like, do you still have a hard time meeting the ladies?
I have always found people who look like they're having fun to be more attractive than the depressed looking wallflowers...
* * *I went to Barnes and Noble today, and the woman i asked, in a note, to model for me, approached me...I had figured she wrote me off as nothing but a freak, but she was very friendly and said she was flattered...
My cousin was supposed to come home today, from the army, before going out to Kosovo, but his flight was delayed,...
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My cousin was supposed to come home today, from the army, before going out to Kosovo, but his flight was delayed,...
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alice:
what does the tattoo look like?
* * *I have finally heard from my dear friend Hazel, from India! I was worried that she might be dead, it had been so long. But no, she was fine...MORE than fine...she has opened her own hair salon, and that is why she has not been around...I hope to see her again soon, she is an amazing woman...we have a great rapport...
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* * *I am happy for now...it always seems to happen when i finally get closure on something big, like the Jen thing...but will happiness last? i doubt it.
I talked to my friend Dolphie yesterday about happiness, and she asked me how does one STAY happy? and i replied that perhaps the answer is to have MANY adventures, as happiness goes away very quickly......
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I talked to my friend Dolphie yesterday about happiness, and she asked me how does one STAY happy? and i replied that perhaps the answer is to have MANY adventures, as happiness goes away very quickly......
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alice:
i don't think its possible to always be happy. if someone is happy all of the time, then they never understand what its like to experience other emotions. when i'm really super happy i love it, but i also really appreciate those moments when i'm not.
its extremely liberating to quit a job that you absolutely cannot stand. i hate my job, and i don't really know how i've lasted 6 months there. finding another job is going to be a big pain in the ass, but the thought of never having to go back to my current work lifts a huge weight off of my shoulders.
its extremely liberating to quit a job that you absolutely cannot stand. i hate my job, and i don't really know how i've lasted 6 months there. finding another job is going to be a big pain in the ass, but the thought of never having to go back to my current work lifts a huge weight off of my shoulders.
finally talked to jen after 3 months of silence...she was cold and had no compassion for me...last night yahoo lied and said she was online and she wasn't, and i joined her in chat and it was adult rooms, so i was already off to a bad weekend...and tonite she treated me as tho what i felt for her was meaningless and didnt' matter, and...
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koleeta:
Heh, don't believe in love, it's a crock. I have a thoery about it, I can tell you if you want or you can just check my journal, it's back several pages.
but I don't believe in love, it's not an actuall feeling. I spit on it. Ptew!
It's good that you have closure, you don't need that, nobody does.
but I don't believe in love, it's not an actuall feeling. I spit on it. Ptew!
It's good that you have closure, you don't need that, nobody does.
tonite i was ill...my stomach is still a little sore, but not as bad as before...i tried sleeping and was in that spot between sleep and awake, for like 2 hours, so i decided to see who was online...i was about to go back to bed, when i saw HER name was on..jen...i haven't talked to her one on one since i lost my virginity...
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* * *Out of the blue, enter Michelle...
Michelle, who is so cynical, so shallow, so VERY much my friend! how i missed her...she looked very good today when she walked in the store...her hair is looking good...we went out to Linden Diner, her, me, grant pearsal, james derosa, and "pedro"...they are all very different from me, and yet i enjoy thier company...they are witty...
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Michelle, who is so cynical, so shallow, so VERY much my friend! how i missed her...she looked very good today when she walked in the store...her hair is looking good...we went out to Linden Diner, her, me, grant pearsal, james derosa, and "pedro"...they are all very different from me, and yet i enjoy thier company...they are witty...
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emily:
hi...........
emily:
I'm gonna TRY and try to get my set up..........
* * *I am very depressed tonight...i feel like there is no one in the world who will ever want to be with me...they say that i'm the type of guy that girls marry...but that is not true...i am more than just a nice guy, i am fucked up in the head...girls want a nice guy, not a fucking lunatic...
I am bitter...but i didn't...
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I am bitter...but i didn't...
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More power to ya, wherever you go.
And hey, vagrant artists get all the chicks. So I hear, anyway.